klp20
05-07-17, 11:54
Hi guys,
I've had anxiety on and off for about a year and a half now.
the thing I've been doing very much lately is worry about the passing of time.. its a daily, hourly thing i worry about so much.
I'm 26, I'm 27 in october - this freaks me out.
I married when i was 24, we rent at the moment, currently looking to buy a house before Christmas this year, we have a dog, i work for myself as a hair model and I'm self employed and my husband as a job in government. we aren't ready for kids yet - no way! but currently just enjoy ourselves with holidays etc.
In general terms I am really young.. but the passage of time is really freaking me out at the moment, the fact time seems to be passing SO fast and theres nothing I can do to stop it.. how did i get to 26 years old nearly 27? It only seems like yesterday I was turning 25 and thinking oh wow 5 years to 30..
I remember being 19, carefree and never worried about things like this, I didn't have anxiety i was a carefree spirit, I'd love to get back to that. I never worried what i'd be doing in 3 years time, 5 years time when I was 19, I just lived in the moment and enjoyed myself - I'd love to get back to that feeling.
Its the fact the months seem to be flying by, especially the weeks I don't understand why its all going so fast I feel kind of out of control with my life and the time passing and i don't feel like i'm achieving everything I want to achieve. I have goals with my modelling which I want to do before I'm 30 - which is only 3 years and a bit - a lot of time in most peoples eyes i suppose but the way I see time passing at the moment it seems like nothing to me. I'm currently suffering with anaemia as well so my energy levels are really low.
The weeks seem to go by in an instant for me and in those weeks I feel like I didn't do anything worth while - the answer is usually no, I'm in a routine if I have days off - which i do a lot with the way my jobs work then I feel i get up between 10am-12pm - never rise early - watch TV, do some house work and thats it the day has gone from under me.
I've considered getting a 'normal' job to fill up the free time i have but then I also want use this free time to my advantage but just not sure where to start because I worry so much about the time passing thing..
I should really be using this free time to see friends as much as possible, visit new places, achieve dreams - I know i should be grabbing the oppitunities and taking them instead of wasting days lazing around and worrying. we have just booked a fun holiday to disneyland so I should be energised and excited I've ticked something off my list I wanted to do in my 20's
does anyone else feel this? maybe your in your 20's too or maybe your a bit older and have come through this weird feeling..
I've had anxiety on and off for about a year and a half now.
the thing I've been doing very much lately is worry about the passing of time.. its a daily, hourly thing i worry about so much.
I'm 26, I'm 27 in october - this freaks me out.
I married when i was 24, we rent at the moment, currently looking to buy a house before Christmas this year, we have a dog, i work for myself as a hair model and I'm self employed and my husband as a job in government. we aren't ready for kids yet - no way! but currently just enjoy ourselves with holidays etc.
In general terms I am really young.. but the passage of time is really freaking me out at the moment, the fact time seems to be passing SO fast and theres nothing I can do to stop it.. how did i get to 26 years old nearly 27? It only seems like yesterday I was turning 25 and thinking oh wow 5 years to 30..
I remember being 19, carefree and never worried about things like this, I didn't have anxiety i was a carefree spirit, I'd love to get back to that. I never worried what i'd be doing in 3 years time, 5 years time when I was 19, I just lived in the moment and enjoyed myself - I'd love to get back to that feeling.
Its the fact the months seem to be flying by, especially the weeks I don't understand why its all going so fast I feel kind of out of control with my life and the time passing and i don't feel like i'm achieving everything I want to achieve. I have goals with my modelling which I want to do before I'm 30 - which is only 3 years and a bit - a lot of time in most peoples eyes i suppose but the way I see time passing at the moment it seems like nothing to me. I'm currently suffering with anaemia as well so my energy levels are really low.
The weeks seem to go by in an instant for me and in those weeks I feel like I didn't do anything worth while - the answer is usually no, I'm in a routine if I have days off - which i do a lot with the way my jobs work then I feel i get up between 10am-12pm - never rise early - watch TV, do some house work and thats it the day has gone from under me.
I've considered getting a 'normal' job to fill up the free time i have but then I also want use this free time to my advantage but just not sure where to start because I worry so much about the time passing thing..
I should really be using this free time to see friends as much as possible, visit new places, achieve dreams - I know i should be grabbing the oppitunities and taking them instead of wasting days lazing around and worrying. we have just booked a fun holiday to disneyland so I should be energised and excited I've ticked something off my list I wanted to do in my 20's
does anyone else feel this? maybe your in your 20's too or maybe your a bit older and have come through this weird feeling..