pigsmightfly
10-07-17, 15:23
Currently going through a rough anxiety patch (7 months and counting). My anxiety manifests as insomnia, chronic fatigue and a myriad of distressing physical symptoms, leading to hypochondria / health anxiety, and a vicious spiral downwards.
My main problem is that I struggle to fully buy-in to the anxiety diagnosis. I think it's because I have this notion of anxiety as an illness of chronic worrying. IMO I don't worry anywhere near enough to justify the level of symptoms that I suffer. And so I go looking for other explanations that provide a better fit (I know that this is the wrong thing to do but with the internet it is so easy to give into temptation).
For a while I was trying my best to convince myself I had Chronic Fatigue Syndrome. Perhaps this felt more palatable than telling people I had anxiety. But although I have chronic fatigue, I recently walked 50 miles over three days, so I'm pretty sure that rules out CFS.
A lot of my symptoms seem to relate to the autonomic nervous system - insomnia, palpitations and ectopic beats, digestive issues, eyes slow to focus etc. So now I'm wondering whether I have some form of dysautonomia. Can anxiety be considered a form of "temporary" dysautonomia? (As opposed to the more permanent autonomic neuropathy).
My main problem is that I struggle to fully buy-in to the anxiety diagnosis. I think it's because I have this notion of anxiety as an illness of chronic worrying. IMO I don't worry anywhere near enough to justify the level of symptoms that I suffer. And so I go looking for other explanations that provide a better fit (I know that this is the wrong thing to do but with the internet it is so easy to give into temptation).
For a while I was trying my best to convince myself I had Chronic Fatigue Syndrome. Perhaps this felt more palatable than telling people I had anxiety. But although I have chronic fatigue, I recently walked 50 miles over three days, so I'm pretty sure that rules out CFS.
A lot of my symptoms seem to relate to the autonomic nervous system - insomnia, palpitations and ectopic beats, digestive issues, eyes slow to focus etc. So now I'm wondering whether I have some form of dysautonomia. Can anxiety be considered a form of "temporary" dysautonomia? (As opposed to the more permanent autonomic neuropathy).