sdoxo
20-07-17, 05:16
Just had an in depth conversation with my fiance, and he is totally fed up with my anxiety. We're getting married the end of October and the way our conversation went I'd say he's having second thoughts.. and I guess I can't blame him. He doesn't understand my anxiety, never really has. He tries his best to be supportive but he's also one of those that say things like "just stop thinking about it" or "you need to just get over it"
I wish I could make him understand but I'm not sure how. The thing that hurts him is I'm always upset and he sees no reason to be as we truly do live a good life. We're young, he's 25 and I'm 26 and have so much going for us.
We live in a nice house in a nice neighborhood, our cars are both pretty decent, he makes very good money and are able to pay bills and still pretty much do what we want, and we have a beautiful 6 year old daughter who is every parents dream.
He says I have no reason to be unhappy, and I know he's right. Its just the anxiety that wont let me enjoy it. He thinks it's something he's doing to make me unhappy which could not be further from the truth. He is my best friend and I absolutely adore him.
I'm not sure how to fix this. I just wish I could turn this sh*t off and go back to the me before this stupid anxiety.
Im sorry for the slightly long and whiny post, my heart is just really hurting tonight..
I wish I could make him understand but I'm not sure how. The thing that hurts him is I'm always upset and he sees no reason to be as we truly do live a good life. We're young, he's 25 and I'm 26 and have so much going for us.
We live in a nice house in a nice neighborhood, our cars are both pretty decent, he makes very good money and are able to pay bills and still pretty much do what we want, and we have a beautiful 6 year old daughter who is every parents dream.
He says I have no reason to be unhappy, and I know he's right. Its just the anxiety that wont let me enjoy it. He thinks it's something he's doing to make me unhappy which could not be further from the truth. He is my best friend and I absolutely adore him.
I'm not sure how to fix this. I just wish I could turn this sh*t off and go back to the me before this stupid anxiety.
Im sorry for the slightly long and whiny post, my heart is just really hurting tonight..