Tomorrow
21-07-17, 00:00
I don't even know how to start this...or what I should be saying :/
I'm tomorrow.
Because tomorrow might be a better day, but the problem is tomorrow is always tomorrow, I can never actually get there, I hope and I dream but it's just so damn hard!
Mental health issues since I was 13.
Ex cutter
Constant state of depression
Suicidal tendencies
100mg sertraline
And crazy anxiety!!! Daily panic attacks lasting hours on end
But I come off so cool and collected. This is my biggest problem, I hide and don't let anyone in, I'm in a constant state of denial that anyone could ever actually help me.
Pretty sure I'm touching some OCD scales aswell.
All fun and games when you are trying to hold down the life of a 23 y/o
And I've never used any kind of forum, ever, so I have no clue what I'm doing 😘
I'm tomorrow.
Because tomorrow might be a better day, but the problem is tomorrow is always tomorrow, I can never actually get there, I hope and I dream but it's just so damn hard!
Mental health issues since I was 13.
Ex cutter
Constant state of depression
Suicidal tendencies
100mg sertraline
And crazy anxiety!!! Daily panic attacks lasting hours on end
But I come off so cool and collected. This is my biggest problem, I hide and don't let anyone in, I'm in a constant state of denial that anyone could ever actually help me.
Pretty sure I'm touching some OCD scales aswell.
All fun and games when you are trying to hold down the life of a 23 y/o
And I've never used any kind of forum, ever, so I have no clue what I'm doing 😘