Lilben07
22-07-17, 13:11
Hi, my name is ben, and I am from Indonesia.
Sorry about my bad english, but I have a couple question:
1. I already doing an oral sex at July, 3rd 2017, I just doing oral sex with a man, and I am a man, and I dont swallow my saliva when I oral him, and I don't have any open wound in my mouth, and he doesn't cum in my mouth, and then Im doin an anal sex and I use a condom, I didn't know the condom break or not because I anal him not longer than 5minute and I didnt cum, about 5-10 minute since activity I brush my teeth with toothpaste and bleeding, if he is positive HIV, and with scenario like I said, do I get infected? Since I ask him, he is already test in february 2017 and the result is negative but I don't believe him. Or can I contracted via anal but I use condom, but if broke, am I still contract it via Rectum Fluid?
2. If I toothbrushing and I am bleeding, and then I wash my toothbrush with a cup of water (since my all family shared cup like for bath, because in indonesia not everyone take a bath with a shower) and then I rinse it, is there a chance of my family will infected too? I mean, when I rinse it, the cup contacted with tub of water for bathing (If I infected, but idk bcause I must wait for 1 month to get a test) because I always freak out and I must wash cup with soap and I must pouring all out my water on tub, I ask my mom when she toothbrushing, she is bleeding too, I am scare if I am positive I will infected my family..
Please answer my question because I am stressfull..
Today I feel my stomach is not well, and then i feel something wrong with my body, I stop workout, i cant doin my job well, i feel so bad with my family if I contract it to them, sometimes i feel my hands and feets cold, idk if it my anxiety or what, and then i have one rash in my leg, my lips are dry, and its been like for 2weeks, my skin are dry, and between my groin i feel a bit itchy, please help me :(
Every morning when I wake up, i feel why I should facing a problem like this, I always blame myself, I wish i never do that, i cry eveyday, i feel like i wanna quit my job, everyday when i see my mom, dad and my sister i wanna cry bcus i didnt want bad thing happen to them bcus of my fault.
At 4 august i will test for 4 weeks exposured, i am so afraid :(
Thank you very much.
God bless.
Sorry about my bad english, but I have a couple question:
1. I already doing an oral sex at July, 3rd 2017, I just doing oral sex with a man, and I am a man, and I dont swallow my saliva when I oral him, and I don't have any open wound in my mouth, and he doesn't cum in my mouth, and then Im doin an anal sex and I use a condom, I didn't know the condom break or not because I anal him not longer than 5minute and I didnt cum, about 5-10 minute since activity I brush my teeth with toothpaste and bleeding, if he is positive HIV, and with scenario like I said, do I get infected? Since I ask him, he is already test in february 2017 and the result is negative but I don't believe him. Or can I contracted via anal but I use condom, but if broke, am I still contract it via Rectum Fluid?
2. If I toothbrushing and I am bleeding, and then I wash my toothbrush with a cup of water (since my all family shared cup like for bath, because in indonesia not everyone take a bath with a shower) and then I rinse it, is there a chance of my family will infected too? I mean, when I rinse it, the cup contacted with tub of water for bathing (If I infected, but idk bcause I must wait for 1 month to get a test) because I always freak out and I must wash cup with soap and I must pouring all out my water on tub, I ask my mom when she toothbrushing, she is bleeding too, I am scare if I am positive I will infected my family..
Please answer my question because I am stressfull..
Today I feel my stomach is not well, and then i feel something wrong with my body, I stop workout, i cant doin my job well, i feel so bad with my family if I contract it to them, sometimes i feel my hands and feets cold, idk if it my anxiety or what, and then i have one rash in my leg, my lips are dry, and its been like for 2weeks, my skin are dry, and between my groin i feel a bit itchy, please help me :(
Every morning when I wake up, i feel why I should facing a problem like this, I always blame myself, I wish i never do that, i cry eveyday, i feel like i wanna quit my job, everyday when i see my mom, dad and my sister i wanna cry bcus i didnt want bad thing happen to them bcus of my fault.
At 4 august i will test for 4 weeks exposured, i am so afraid :(
Thank you very much.
God bless.