MichelleL
26-07-17, 14:21
Hello, I was diagnosed with GAD in 2009. I was put on medication and everything was good. Until about 6 months ago! I am just losing everything right now! My mum and dad got me to see the private psychiatrist who diagnosed it and he's said I am now on the severe side! I was admitted to The Priory hospital for 7 days about 2 months ago, I have Depression, OCD, Panic Attacks and now Insomnia too!!
While I was in hospital I was put on 100mg of Oxazapam (all I did really was sleep) I have lost all my appetite (I'm type 2 diabetic as well)
I have been suicidal in the last 3 months so much so I nearly took an overdose but rang my mum hysterically.
I've been to my GP, he did a referral to the local crisis team who were coming out everyday to see me at home for about 8 days then it went to every other day and then I was discharged from them last Thursday.
Sleep!! I have been tried on 6 different sleeping tablets, they all work for like the first/second night then tail off!!
Monday night was the first night in 6 months I slept without waking through the night. Normally I go to bed around 10pm, wake at 11.30pm, go back to sleep for 1.5-2 hours and this goes on all night every night!! For over 6 months!!!
I admitted to my mum today that I just feel like giving up, I have no fight left in me anymore and I'm so exhausted!! (Not suicidal)
My brain just wants so much energy that my body just doesn't have anymore. It's stripped me of my identity and I don't know who I am anymore.
I just don't know how much longer I can cope with all this!!!!
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While I was in hospital I was put on 100mg of Oxazapam (all I did really was sleep) I have lost all my appetite (I'm type 2 diabetic as well)
I have been suicidal in the last 3 months so much so I nearly took an overdose but rang my mum hysterically.
I've been to my GP, he did a referral to the local crisis team who were coming out everyday to see me at home for about 8 days then it went to every other day and then I was discharged from them last Thursday.
Sleep!! I have been tried on 6 different sleeping tablets, they all work for like the first/second night then tail off!!
Monday night was the first night in 6 months I slept without waking through the night. Normally I go to bed around 10pm, wake at 11.30pm, go back to sleep for 1.5-2 hours and this goes on all night every night!! For over 6 months!!!
I admitted to my mum today that I just feel like giving up, I have no fight left in me anymore and I'm so exhausted!! (Not suicidal)
My brain just wants so much energy that my body just doesn't have anymore. It's stripped me of my identity and I don't know who I am anymore.
I just don't know how much longer I can cope with all this!!!!
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