Anxiouscow
26-07-17, 19:12
Yesterday I went for a trial shift at a restaurant as a waiter, where I felt it was quite successful despite feeling almost suffocatingly anxious.
The manager told me he would be calling me in the morning, which he didn't. However, I called him and asked about the progress of my application, and he said that he would like to offer me the position but couldn't talk as he was in a meeting.
That was about five hours ago, and since then ive had about four panic attacks. I'm thinking about a lot of things such as "what if he actually doesn't want to hire me?"
I really don't know what to do. I'm attempting to control my anxiety but I really want to find out what's going on, but I don't want to bother him.
What can I do?
The manager told me he would be calling me in the morning, which he didn't. However, I called him and asked about the progress of my application, and he said that he would like to offer me the position but couldn't talk as he was in a meeting.
That was about five hours ago, and since then ive had about four panic attacks. I'm thinking about a lot of things such as "what if he actually doesn't want to hire me?"
I really don't know what to do. I'm attempting to control my anxiety but I really want to find out what's going on, but I don't want to bother him.
What can I do?