becca98
03-08-17, 01:50
Hello, I am pregnant and today I had a midwife app where she tested for HIV, I have sadly slept with people in the past and not been 100% careful, on night she out when I was being all "cool" I regret it now so please don't judge me, but I am so worried I have it. I can't sleep or eat because the results I am to nervous, I don't have anything that makes me think I'd have it, never thought about it until today and I didn't have the flu or anything recently, I also have a VERY good immune system, I fight off colds like there is no tomorrow. I also heal from bruises and stuff within a day or two, so? Is that a good sign? Please reassure me because I FEEL like I'm going to go crazy. I beg someone to help me, this is the worst I've ever been with my health anxiety. I also should mention I've only had two partners long term, and the rest of the people I've ever been have been pathetic one night stands (yes I was a bit of a idiot) :(