prin
23-05-07, 02:39
Hi everyone
I wasnt sure where to post this so i hope its in the right spot lol
5 months ago i moved from my home town, leaving my family and friends and EX husband (whooohoooo) behind, to start a new life with someone new. It didnt seem a hard move at the time, but once i got here and realised i have no family here and they are a 24 hour drive away must have bothered me as my anxiety got worse and worse until i pretty much hit rock bottom. My parnter is gone from home from 7.30am until 5.30pm and it just seemed such a long day to be dealing with such bad anxiety. I had d/p something shocking, half the time i didnt even know if i was here or not, i didnt feel light headed but had a sensation of passing out, well i dont want to get into it anyway cos it just felt so horrific.
My mum came up here 6 weeks ago and got the biggest shock of her life as i had lost sooooooooo much weight and was spending all day on the couch as the way i feel i was basically too scared to get up and do something. At the same time i started CBT. Within the last 4 weeks i can really see how big an iprovment i have made but my Mum is going home next week and yes, im starting to worry big time. Having someone with me all day has obviously been a huge help to me, and today her and my step dad have gone out fishing and im feeling all the " old " symptoms again and am alot more anxious so now knowing they are going is seming worse for me.
So sorry to throw you my life story lol but im just wondering if anyone has any suggestions on what i can do or think or whatever to myself so that it may be a lttle easier for me when she does go? Im really worried i will get as bad as i had got before and i seirously seriously dont wanna go down that road again.
Any suggestions will be more than appreciated, thanks
prin
I wasnt sure where to post this so i hope its in the right spot lol
5 months ago i moved from my home town, leaving my family and friends and EX husband (whooohoooo) behind, to start a new life with someone new. It didnt seem a hard move at the time, but once i got here and realised i have no family here and they are a 24 hour drive away must have bothered me as my anxiety got worse and worse until i pretty much hit rock bottom. My parnter is gone from home from 7.30am until 5.30pm and it just seemed such a long day to be dealing with such bad anxiety. I had d/p something shocking, half the time i didnt even know if i was here or not, i didnt feel light headed but had a sensation of passing out, well i dont want to get into it anyway cos it just felt so horrific.
My mum came up here 6 weeks ago and got the biggest shock of her life as i had lost sooooooooo much weight and was spending all day on the couch as the way i feel i was basically too scared to get up and do something. At the same time i started CBT. Within the last 4 weeks i can really see how big an iprovment i have made but my Mum is going home next week and yes, im starting to worry big time. Having someone with me all day has obviously been a huge help to me, and today her and my step dad have gone out fishing and im feeling all the " old " symptoms again and am alot more anxious so now knowing they are going is seming worse for me.
So sorry to throw you my life story lol but im just wondering if anyone has any suggestions on what i can do or think or whatever to myself so that it may be a lttle easier for me when she does go? Im really worried i will get as bad as i had got before and i seirously seriously dont wanna go down that road again.
Any suggestions will be more than appreciated, thanks
prin