Tsukiyomi Naoko
03-08-17, 09:05
I there!
I just found and joined the forum after reading some articles about anxiety. Sorry if my introduction isn't really good, at the moment i really don't know how to introduce myself.
So i'm supposed to go to an other city to a big anime convention in at 08:30 am and it's now 03:50 am. As you can see i didn't slept yet and i probably won't but anyway i'm used to deal with the lack of sleep.
My problem is that i was really hyped, in fact, I just bought some stuff for there today. Now that i talked about how we planned to go there, i don't want to go anymore, i just realized that i'm way out of my comfort zone.
Here's why :
1. I didn't get my Cosplay since shipping got delayed (Costume whatever)
2. My 1200$ phone's rear camera just broke for real it can't be fixed so rip pictures
3. My backup clothes to do "kind of a cosplay" doesn't seem right since I didn't get my shoes back from my friend
4. Well, there will be thousands of people
5. I need to take a bus to travel between these towns (about 2hours) and I already got hard time traveling in our regular bus.
6. I'm badly organized but i got a way to go and a roof over my head.
7. I'll spend around 200$ on that trip and I'm a bit tight on money right now (Even though i won't die spending it)
There are many others minors things that reaaally stop me from wanting to go. Right now i want everything BUT to go there.
I hope there's some of you on the forum at the moment, i'm going to take a showing and i'm back here and read more articles while i wait for your help.
Thanks in advance! Have a nice evening, day, etc depending on your time zone i hope my English isn't too bad since it's not my first language and that my brain kind of suck right now lol
Naoko.
I just found and joined the forum after reading some articles about anxiety. Sorry if my introduction isn't really good, at the moment i really don't know how to introduce myself.
So i'm supposed to go to an other city to a big anime convention in at 08:30 am and it's now 03:50 am. As you can see i didn't slept yet and i probably won't but anyway i'm used to deal with the lack of sleep.
My problem is that i was really hyped, in fact, I just bought some stuff for there today. Now that i talked about how we planned to go there, i don't want to go anymore, i just realized that i'm way out of my comfort zone.
Here's why :
1. I didn't get my Cosplay since shipping got delayed (Costume whatever)
2. My 1200$ phone's rear camera just broke for real it can't be fixed so rip pictures
3. My backup clothes to do "kind of a cosplay" doesn't seem right since I didn't get my shoes back from my friend
4. Well, there will be thousands of people
5. I need to take a bus to travel between these towns (about 2hours) and I already got hard time traveling in our regular bus.
6. I'm badly organized but i got a way to go and a roof over my head.
7. I'll spend around 200$ on that trip and I'm a bit tight on money right now (Even though i won't die spending it)
There are many others minors things that reaaally stop me from wanting to go. Right now i want everything BUT to go there.
I hope there's some of you on the forum at the moment, i'm going to take a showing and i'm back here and read more articles while i wait for your help.
Thanks in advance! Have a nice evening, day, etc depending on your time zone i hope my English isn't too bad since it's not my first language and that my brain kind of suck right now lol
Naoko.