Cindy
29-05-07, 06:47
Hi everyone:weep:
It's me again.I was having a few ok days.Then last night I woke up from my sleep with fast heart palputations and I felt like something was smothering me as I coulden't catch my breath.It was really really scary and now I'm sitting at work with chest pains not really bad ones but it is there.I am really scared again.It's like everytime I take a step forward and feel much better then I take two steps back.I'm running out of positive solutions to feed my negative thoughts and I'm really tired.I don't wan't to be as bad as last year I think I moved so much forward but now it feels as if I'm slowly heading back in that direction and I don't want to be that girl again.What can I do:ohmy:
It's me again.I was having a few ok days.Then last night I woke up from my sleep with fast heart palputations and I felt like something was smothering me as I coulden't catch my breath.It was really really scary and now I'm sitting at work with chest pains not really bad ones but it is there.I am really scared again.It's like everytime I take a step forward and feel much better then I take two steps back.I'm running out of positive solutions to feed my negative thoughts and I'm really tired.I don't wan't to be as bad as last year I think I moved so much forward but now it feels as if I'm slowly heading back in that direction and I don't want to be that girl again.What can I do:ohmy: