samina77
08-08-17, 13:59
Hey all,
I am a recovering HA sufferer. For those who haven't read my posts, I developed MASSIVE HA following the birth of my son 6 months ago. Doctors found a papilloma in my bladder by chance when discharging me as well as pieces of placenta still in my uterus which sent me into overdrive. The first 3 months of motherhood were HELL for me...
I since had the (benign) papilloma removed and the uterus expelled the placenta on its own. But HA ensued. Basically every little thing I feel in my body is something bad. One symptom I had post partum (and still occasionally now) is occasional blood in my stool (sorry for the tmi). I went to my doctors and she wasn't that bothered, when I told her I was worried, she suggested I see a proctologist. I put off making the appointment for AGES, anyway, the appointment is here, it's tomorrow.... I've been fine until yesterday, started googling stuff again and now I'm worried about all sorts...
Also, my mind does these stupid things like: today my son is 6 months old. I never really post anything on social media and refrained a lot after he was born, especially when I was waiting for my operation and then for the histological results, because I am afraid if I am happy, then something will go wrong... I know how ridiculous this sounds but my mind does these things...
So... what am I asking? Can anyone relate to these silly thoughts AND does anyone have any advice about the proctologist?
I'm in Italy so not sure what the procedure is here...
Thanks in advance for listening. Love this forum!
Sxx
I am a recovering HA sufferer. For those who haven't read my posts, I developed MASSIVE HA following the birth of my son 6 months ago. Doctors found a papilloma in my bladder by chance when discharging me as well as pieces of placenta still in my uterus which sent me into overdrive. The first 3 months of motherhood were HELL for me...
I since had the (benign) papilloma removed and the uterus expelled the placenta on its own. But HA ensued. Basically every little thing I feel in my body is something bad. One symptom I had post partum (and still occasionally now) is occasional blood in my stool (sorry for the tmi). I went to my doctors and she wasn't that bothered, when I told her I was worried, she suggested I see a proctologist. I put off making the appointment for AGES, anyway, the appointment is here, it's tomorrow.... I've been fine until yesterday, started googling stuff again and now I'm worried about all sorts...
Also, my mind does these stupid things like: today my son is 6 months old. I never really post anything on social media and refrained a lot after he was born, especially when I was waiting for my operation and then for the histological results, because I am afraid if I am happy, then something will go wrong... I know how ridiculous this sounds but my mind does these things...
So... what am I asking? Can anyone relate to these silly thoughts AND does anyone have any advice about the proctologist?
I'm in Italy so not sure what the procedure is here...
Thanks in advance for listening. Love this forum!
Sxx