cor27
24-08-17, 14:57
So I've been on 20mg Fluoxetine before for anxiety successfully got on them 6yrs ago and stayed on them for nearly a year weaned off them and was good for 2yrs the start up side effects were brutal so 2yrs later had a relapse and was prescribed Citalopram lasted 3 weeks before side effects got too much and Dr told me stop basically put my anxiety thru the roof was scared to leave the house bad sickness and diarrhoea came off them and was good for a year then crashed so was put back on Flu for 6 weeks till the Dr rang and told me to stop as had assessment for counselling and was a blubbing wreck with suicidal thoughts and totally negative outlook fast forward to now and things have gone bad again it's always been work as I work for the family business and just found out after 23yrs working there my brother is getting the business as apparently because I look after my kids I can't put the required time and effort in .
So been on the Flu for 60 days and don't feel much better suffering badly with night sweats for the last few weeks and depression this week really having a hard time can't really leave the house my nerves are that bad didn't feel this way before I started.
Is it time to call it a day and either increase which scares the crap out of me because would it mean starting from scratch as can't go thru the side effects again or should I just taper off and give therapy a chance as found a private therapist because NHS taking too long really struggling as every time I have come off meds even after a short time feel good for a year but then all the crap at work gets to me hoping someone can help me as hate being on meds but can't go thru this again but really feel the meds aren't helping but making me worse sorry for rambling but in a real horrible place at the mo.
Thanks for reading any help will be gratefully received
So been on the Flu for 60 days and don't feel much better suffering badly with night sweats for the last few weeks and depression this week really having a hard time can't really leave the house my nerves are that bad didn't feel this way before I started.
Is it time to call it a day and either increase which scares the crap out of me because would it mean starting from scratch as can't go thru the side effects again or should I just taper off and give therapy a chance as found a private therapist because NHS taking too long really struggling as every time I have come off meds even after a short time feel good for a year but then all the crap at work gets to me hoping someone can help me as hate being on meds but can't go thru this again but really feel the meds aren't helping but making me worse sorry for rambling but in a real horrible place at the mo.
Thanks for reading any help will be gratefully received