Sollace
01-09-17, 12:32
Hello everybody, just over two months ago, spanning up until early this month I had become obsessed with the fear of ALS. Finger twitching set me off,and percieved atrophy of the muscle fuelled the fire. I eventually saw a doctor who was completely convinced that I was fine, and convinced me likewise before referring me for therapy- which I am currently waiting for.
In the meantime, I was worry free until earlier this week. Something set off worries about testicular cancer, and whilst I "checked" numerous times, I was unable to feel any lump, but still became preoccupied with the possibility. This persisted until last night. I went to the toilet, and to my horror saw my urine shoot out in two beams. I stopped urinating immediately and when it resumed it was in the normal one beam. This, however, has sparked a sleepless night and a great deal of worry for me. Although in all toilet visits since then I have had a single beam, I can't help but remember that a few days ago I had a stinging in the tip of my penis. At the time I had attributed to spending a fair bit of time in a pool during that day and days prior, but now I fear it may be a further sign of penile cancer. I haven't recieved any word on my referral for therapy, so I am assuming it will be quite some time before I can start, and only a month later I am already worrying again.
What can I do?
In the meantime, I was worry free until earlier this week. Something set off worries about testicular cancer, and whilst I "checked" numerous times, I was unable to feel any lump, but still became preoccupied with the possibility. This persisted until last night. I went to the toilet, and to my horror saw my urine shoot out in two beams. I stopped urinating immediately and when it resumed it was in the normal one beam. This, however, has sparked a sleepless night and a great deal of worry for me. Although in all toilet visits since then I have had a single beam, I can't help but remember that a few days ago I had a stinging in the tip of my penis. At the time I had attributed to spending a fair bit of time in a pool during that day and days prior, but now I fear it may be a further sign of penile cancer. I haven't recieved any word on my referral for therapy, so I am assuming it will be quite some time before I can start, and only a month later I am already worrying again.
What can I do?