Losethecloud
18-09-17, 17:02
I suffer with depression and anxiety. I take citalopram 30 mg and cope. I work and try to get on with things.
My life is fairly settled and I have no real dramas.
I am about to become a grandmother for the first time. I'm terrified.
My beautiful daughter and her husband to be are living with me for a year as they are having a new property built. It was such a shock to me when they announced they are having a baby although they have been together six years or more.
Why do I feel negative even though I will love the baby with all my heart, why can't I embrace the change in my home and just crack on without worrying all the time. This is surely a good thing. My daughter and her fiancé are ecstatic and can't wait.
I have had minor surgery a few weeks ago and feel a bit low as a result and have to see the consultant again tomorrow for a follow up appointment.
I don't want to get up in the mornings and force myself to get up and find it hard to motivate myself. I have no appetite and worry all the time.
My life is fairly settled and I have no real dramas.
I am about to become a grandmother for the first time. I'm terrified.
My beautiful daughter and her husband to be are living with me for a year as they are having a new property built. It was such a shock to me when they announced they are having a baby although they have been together six years or more.
Why do I feel negative even though I will love the baby with all my heart, why can't I embrace the change in my home and just crack on without worrying all the time. This is surely a good thing. My daughter and her fiancé are ecstatic and can't wait.
I have had minor surgery a few weeks ago and feel a bit low as a result and have to see the consultant again tomorrow for a follow up appointment.
I don't want to get up in the mornings and force myself to get up and find it hard to motivate myself. I have no appetite and worry all the time.