bingjam
20-09-17, 17:56
Well to say I'm stressed is putting it lightly.
I not long ago lost my job so we are running a house and a car as well as raising two children on just my husbands wage, we are barely making it through each week 2 days after his wages come in, they are all gone again.
I'm feeling so stressed and so warm out, my anxiety is so high and I'm so drained, my husband is working super hard to keep up afloat and the once laid back man he was is also full of stress and frustration as we are just struggling so bad financially.
I've been emailing my cvs out and applying for jobs that I don't even have experience in just so I can get something and I'm not hearing anything in general back.
I feel sorry for our children as we can't afford to do anything, I feel sorry for my husband working so hard and getting nothing to enjoy, my anxiety and depression is so bad that I get panic attacks picking our children up from school and even just the thought of leaving the house makes me more anxious.
I keep going dizzy and having heart palpitations.
I'm just annoyed that we were once a care free with money family who could do what we want when we want and have what we wanted when we wanted and now we can't even afford treats on the food shop which we can barely afford after bills
I can't sleep at night I fall asleep around 4am and wake up at 6:30am and feel like I'm running on empty, I feel drained and so run down everyday and I spend my days moping around the house and applying for jobs that innever get a call back for.
I not long ago lost my job so we are running a house and a car as well as raising two children on just my husbands wage, we are barely making it through each week 2 days after his wages come in, they are all gone again.
I'm feeling so stressed and so warm out, my anxiety is so high and I'm so drained, my husband is working super hard to keep up afloat and the once laid back man he was is also full of stress and frustration as we are just struggling so bad financially.
I've been emailing my cvs out and applying for jobs that I don't even have experience in just so I can get something and I'm not hearing anything in general back.
I feel sorry for our children as we can't afford to do anything, I feel sorry for my husband working so hard and getting nothing to enjoy, my anxiety and depression is so bad that I get panic attacks picking our children up from school and even just the thought of leaving the house makes me more anxious.
I keep going dizzy and having heart palpitations.
I'm just annoyed that we were once a care free with money family who could do what we want when we want and have what we wanted when we wanted and now we can't even afford treats on the food shop which we can barely afford after bills
I can't sleep at night I fall asleep around 4am and wake up at 6:30am and feel like I'm running on empty, I feel drained and so run down everyday and I spend my days moping around the house and applying for jobs that innever get a call back for.