So
02-10-17, 10:48
Back in 2013 I had a non cancerous tumour removed from my neck. 2 days ago I though to myself what if this re grows, or half of my face gets paralysed l. Since then I have honestly never had such bad health anxiety. I'm physically ill.
I have a very bad bacterial taste in my tonsils, found a small lump where my tumour was, pain in my neck and convinced 100% the left side of my face is going slowly paralysed. I'm dizzy, my bowels are just in a STATE and I've had the worst headache.
Thing is I know some of this is anxietybut I don't know if my mind is making it worse or if I actually have cancer and it's spreading, or a repeat of before. At the moment it is lynphoma. I know it sounds crazy and I feel like I'm in hell because I just can't stop worrying and it's making me sick.
Honesty I don't know what to do :( can't tell if it's something to be worried over or not. Any reassurance or opinion would be amazing.
I have a very bad bacterial taste in my tonsils, found a small lump where my tumour was, pain in my neck and convinced 100% the left side of my face is going slowly paralysed. I'm dizzy, my bowels are just in a STATE and I've had the worst headache.
Thing is I know some of this is anxietybut I don't know if my mind is making it worse or if I actually have cancer and it's spreading, or a repeat of before. At the moment it is lynphoma. I know it sounds crazy and I feel like I'm in hell because I just can't stop worrying and it's making me sick.
Honesty I don't know what to do :( can't tell if it's something to be worried over or not. Any reassurance or opinion would be amazing.