FranticMumma
16-10-17, 17:21
Hi all. Not sure what I'm after really, Just to feel not alone I guess. I'm a 30yr old mother of 3. Have lead a very normal life up u til 5/6 weeks ago. Now I'm ready to put myself into sectioning.
It all started one Friday evening when I suddenly experienced (TMI) an anal itch.. Repeatedly having to itch. Went to the doctor the following Monday to be told it was Anal Fissure, by this point I had already given myself and my 3 children worm treatment as my paranoia had gone I to overdrive. I've been checking my children's bottoms and BM's since! Getting hem to wash hands and generally going ott. Anyway, a week ago I went back to doc as I was having 'crawling'/strange sensations in my bottom. Doc said the Fissure had healed and I could just be experiencing Pruritus Ani (though I doubt this as I am not itchy, I can just feel a strange movement sensation) always starts around tea time, and comes and goes for a fee seconds through hr evening. She gave me Ovex treatment (same as what I've already taken twice now within 3 weeks due to the extreme paranoia!) To take 2 times twice a day for 3 days. My treatment ended if Saturday but here we are now Monday and I'm till experiencing this feeling. I have never seen a live worm, nor have my children appeared to ever have them, but I've gotten myself into SUCH a state about this it's literally taking over my life. I'm obsessing all day every day, reading horror stories on the net, Checking my ana's, Vagina as many times as I can. I even went and brought 2 extra packs of worm treatment again today to self medicate. My life is falling apart, and I don't k ow what to do 😫 The stories I've read have horrified me, To the point of me questioning if there in my throat, Ears, Vagina ect.... Has anyone else ever been like this? I've never suffered with anxiety until all of this, Now I'm just a wreck! Feeling extremely alone.
It all started one Friday evening when I suddenly experienced (TMI) an anal itch.. Repeatedly having to itch. Went to the doctor the following Monday to be told it was Anal Fissure, by this point I had already given myself and my 3 children worm treatment as my paranoia had gone I to overdrive. I've been checking my children's bottoms and BM's since! Getting hem to wash hands and generally going ott. Anyway, a week ago I went back to doc as I was having 'crawling'/strange sensations in my bottom. Doc said the Fissure had healed and I could just be experiencing Pruritus Ani (though I doubt this as I am not itchy, I can just feel a strange movement sensation) always starts around tea time, and comes and goes for a fee seconds through hr evening. She gave me Ovex treatment (same as what I've already taken twice now within 3 weeks due to the extreme paranoia!) To take 2 times twice a day for 3 days. My treatment ended if Saturday but here we are now Monday and I'm till experiencing this feeling. I have never seen a live worm, nor have my children appeared to ever have them, but I've gotten myself into SUCH a state about this it's literally taking over my life. I'm obsessing all day every day, reading horror stories on the net, Checking my ana's, Vagina as many times as I can. I even went and brought 2 extra packs of worm treatment again today to self medicate. My life is falling apart, and I don't k ow what to do 😫 The stories I've read have horrified me, To the point of me questioning if there in my throat, Ears, Vagina ect.... Has anyone else ever been like this? I've never suffered with anxiety until all of this, Now I'm just a wreck! Feeling extremely alone.