Caribou93
25-10-17, 18:53
This will never end will it? I noticed yesterday a spot on my arm that looked dark red. I at first thought that it might have been a cherry hemangioma, but the more I thought about it, I realized that I think that is where I had a mole before. Suddenly, it's a darkish purple red color now.
I am going to see my GP this coming Monday, and I already know that I'll be sent to a dermatologist because it's probably melanoma. What I don't understand is that someone at my age (24), and who never goes out in the sun would be diagnosed with melanoma. This is the point I always have to make because no matter what, it seems that every possible thing that could go wrong in my life is. I have full time work and full time school, I am scheduled within an inch of my life, and I have to pile on extreme financial anxiety about paying for all of my bill from school and elsewhere, and now I pile on my health anxiety. This is getting to be too much for me and I seriously wish I was never born...nothing in my life goes okay. :weep:
I am going to see my GP this coming Monday, and I already know that I'll be sent to a dermatologist because it's probably melanoma. What I don't understand is that someone at my age (24), and who never goes out in the sun would be diagnosed with melanoma. This is the point I always have to make because no matter what, it seems that every possible thing that could go wrong in my life is. I have full time work and full time school, I am scheduled within an inch of my life, and I have to pile on extreme financial anxiety about paying for all of my bill from school and elsewhere, and now I pile on my health anxiety. This is getting to be too much for me and I seriously wish I was never born...nothing in my life goes okay. :weep: