Drowningincy
01-11-17, 14:27
Hi I’m new and have been struggling with ptsd since my daughter was seriously ill last year. She’s fine now but and health issues trigger my anxiety.
I have had some sessions with a psychotherapist but stopped when I felt better a few months back. However in the past 2 weeks I’ve gone downhill again and don’t know where to turn. Im mum to 5 children, living abroad and have no family close by. I have 2 friends that know about my anxiety but I don’t feel I could call and talk in depth with them about it. My husband hears it all and I’m so scared that I’ll drive him away as to be honest I’d be sick of living with someone like me. It’s relentless. I jump from one disease to another.
I just want this to end to I can enjoy my life again.
I have had some sessions with a psychotherapist but stopped when I felt better a few months back. However in the past 2 weeks I’ve gone downhill again and don’t know where to turn. Im mum to 5 children, living abroad and have no family close by. I have 2 friends that know about my anxiety but I don’t feel I could call and talk in depth with them about it. My husband hears it all and I’m so scared that I’ll drive him away as to be honest I’d be sick of living with someone like me. It’s relentless. I jump from one disease to another.
I just want this to end to I can enjoy my life again.