peach
19-06-07, 17:15
hi guys,
its been a while since my last post, ive really been trying to be strong.
ive even felt like i was improving for a month of so there, was attending university every day, and moments of feeling sick were getting less, same with the dizziness..
till we moved house a month ago....after we moved,..my feet started hurting so bad i could hardly walk, and at the same time i have been getting pain in both my wrists and inside of thumbs,...got so bad i could hardly put any pressure on my thumbs at all...only been settling in the last two days, i also got chest conjestion for two weeks,,,,coughing badly...
finally got the guts to go to the doc today, terrified i got something bad, cause i just keep either getting sick or like now, with my body doing weird things...so scared its something really badly wrong with my immune system....but, my chest did heal, and i refused to take anything for it, just ot see if my body can heal itself....doc today said there was a small chance i might have rumatoid arthritus...she said shes not convinced this is the prob, and gave me anti inflammatories, and told me to go to a pediatrist..but now of course im freaking out...and feeling ill all over again now, and like panic attacks are coming on...
ive just been through so many probs in the last year and half...i cant cope anymore...im way too young to be having all these probs and becoming really depressed and tired of it all...i know i should be thankful, and im so sorry this post is so long. any help would be great...even just support.
its been a while since my last post, ive really been trying to be strong.
ive even felt like i was improving for a month of so there, was attending university every day, and moments of feeling sick were getting less, same with the dizziness..
till we moved house a month ago....after we moved,..my feet started hurting so bad i could hardly walk, and at the same time i have been getting pain in both my wrists and inside of thumbs,...got so bad i could hardly put any pressure on my thumbs at all...only been settling in the last two days, i also got chest conjestion for two weeks,,,,coughing badly...
finally got the guts to go to the doc today, terrified i got something bad, cause i just keep either getting sick or like now, with my body doing weird things...so scared its something really badly wrong with my immune system....but, my chest did heal, and i refused to take anything for it, just ot see if my body can heal itself....doc today said there was a small chance i might have rumatoid arthritus...she said shes not convinced this is the prob, and gave me anti inflammatories, and told me to go to a pediatrist..but now of course im freaking out...and feeling ill all over again now, and like panic attacks are coming on...
ive just been through so many probs in the last year and half...i cant cope anymore...im way too young to be having all these probs and becoming really depressed and tired of it all...i know i should be thankful, and im so sorry this post is so long. any help would be great...even just support.