Frankie23
20-06-07, 12:17
Im so fed up now I am not fully in control the past week ive been having serious anxiety attacks ive been kept awake the past 4 nights and I do not knows whats happening to me.
1st things 1st the attacks come on quite rapidly - ive been worried about my partner as i didnt hear from him in a day or 2 and from then ive been waiting constantly for him to text - that night i couldnt sleep all sorts have been going through my head is he ok, is it me, and beating myself up about it hence I couldnt sleep. I had sharp shooting pains in my head 'ive not had these before' and pains in my chest.
The following day he replied i slept fine but the next day 'last night' it was twice as bad the head pains were unbelievable, i kept jerking myself a wake, i read a book until it was time to go to work.
Im constantly afraid bad things are going to happen to me! i cry very easily and i have no one to talk to infact im trying to be strong my family have no idea how messed up i feel - my mum wouldnt give me the time of day and the only person i can chat to is my 78 year old nan who i dont want to worry
any ideas
x
1st things 1st the attacks come on quite rapidly - ive been worried about my partner as i didnt hear from him in a day or 2 and from then ive been waiting constantly for him to text - that night i couldnt sleep all sorts have been going through my head is he ok, is it me, and beating myself up about it hence I couldnt sleep. I had sharp shooting pains in my head 'ive not had these before' and pains in my chest.
The following day he replied i slept fine but the next day 'last night' it was twice as bad the head pains were unbelievable, i kept jerking myself a wake, i read a book until it was time to go to work.
Im constantly afraid bad things are going to happen to me! i cry very easily and i have no one to talk to infact im trying to be strong my family have no idea how messed up i feel - my mum wouldnt give me the time of day and the only person i can chat to is my 78 year old nan who i dont want to worry
any ideas
x