Wilburis
27-11-17, 11:38
Hi
As my title says, i think Im in a bad way.
Im so nervous, constantly on the toilet, having awful thoughts, can't eat, etc.
My main worry is my children, my 15 year old had a car racing accident last month and she seems to be losing hair. She has a GP appointment tomorrow, but has told me that she will not have a blood test if needed. She had her jabs during the summer holiday, Oh My GOD!, that was a nightmare it took 2 nurses about 20 minutes to do it. She just kept on saying nooooooo. She's been having headaches and eye pain of course, i think the worst.
my 10 year old had a massive cavernous haemangioma when she was a baby, under the corner of her jaw. We didnt treat it, but it went away. Now she wont stop eating, is getting really chubby and I notice that, that side of her face is chubbier. Saw the paed and had an ultrasound - there is nothing there - no evidence of any residual haemangioma, it was normal but i cannot rest until I know why that side of her face is chubbier. Of course, the radiologist mentioned an MRI. So she has planted a seed in my head :blush:
Seriously, it makes me feel sick to look at her.
My son, 8, says he has palpitations when he is at school we've been up to A&E so many times by ambulance as we have Brugada SYndrome in the family. I dont know whether to believe him or whether he just wants to get out of school.
My dog was put down last week.
It was my birthday on Saturday.
Im seriously at breaking point. I mean, what on earth have I done to deserve all of this?
On the brightside - my new obsession is cleaning :D
As my title says, i think Im in a bad way.
Im so nervous, constantly on the toilet, having awful thoughts, can't eat, etc.
My main worry is my children, my 15 year old had a car racing accident last month and she seems to be losing hair. She has a GP appointment tomorrow, but has told me that she will not have a blood test if needed. She had her jabs during the summer holiday, Oh My GOD!, that was a nightmare it took 2 nurses about 20 minutes to do it. She just kept on saying nooooooo. She's been having headaches and eye pain of course, i think the worst.
my 10 year old had a massive cavernous haemangioma when she was a baby, under the corner of her jaw. We didnt treat it, but it went away. Now she wont stop eating, is getting really chubby and I notice that, that side of her face is chubbier. Saw the paed and had an ultrasound - there is nothing there - no evidence of any residual haemangioma, it was normal but i cannot rest until I know why that side of her face is chubbier. Of course, the radiologist mentioned an MRI. So she has planted a seed in my head :blush:
Seriously, it makes me feel sick to look at her.
My son, 8, says he has palpitations when he is at school we've been up to A&E so many times by ambulance as we have Brugada SYndrome in the family. I dont know whether to believe him or whether he just wants to get out of school.
My dog was put down last week.
It was my birthday on Saturday.
Im seriously at breaking point. I mean, what on earth have I done to deserve all of this?
On the brightside - my new obsession is cleaning :D