Tinttu
02-12-17, 22:52
So after my visit to psych ward I've been a lot better and have even managed to learn how to cope with panic attacks and got rid of benzos! Yay for me, I'm on the right trackt.
But the colonoscopy is freaking me out so bad! I get these intrusive thoughts again about how I could have cancer in my colon and how these slightly swollen lymph nodes could be metastases. Thank godness the appointment is so soon, I don't want to be the mess I was whole summer EVER again.
Anyway, this time I'm not looking for reassurance but please give me your best advice to keep sane until monday and if you've had colonoscopy did it hurt?
But the colonoscopy is freaking me out so bad! I get these intrusive thoughts again about how I could have cancer in my colon and how these slightly swollen lymph nodes could be metastases. Thank godness the appointment is so soon, I don't want to be the mess I was whole summer EVER again.
Anyway, this time I'm not looking for reassurance but please give me your best advice to keep sane until monday and if you've had colonoscopy did it hurt?