Mav
06-12-17, 12:43
Okay, I don't have a real worry at the moment but some things on my mind and I would appreciate someone just helping me out with some wise words.
I have 2 things just floating about in my mind.
1. Blood when brushing teeth. I thought it was coming from the back of my throat, I have realised now that that is unlikely. Pretty sure its my gums. Today when brushing I thought I saw red in my spit but it went down the drain too quickly and I was unable to see properly. It looked like a red clump, but I could have imagined it. After that I spat over and over from the back of my throat and everything was absolutely clear... did I just imagine it? Is it just my HA brain :/
2. Weightloss. At the moment, I've actually been trying to lose weight and I'm on my feet 7.5hours 5 days a week with my new job, I've lost about 3 lbs since last Wednesday. It just really freaked me out because I lost a pound over night. I'm worrying over nothing aren't I?
I don't want to annoy anyone, it's just that. I feel like I just need someone to tell me my brain is trying to conjure up fears and worries that are not valid. The blood in spit thing has been eating at me for a month now, like on most days I'm fine but brushing my teeth gives me anxiety. The thing is, I know my top left gums bleed so I don't even know why I'm freaking out again. I feel like I saw a red clump, but maybe the speed the spit fell in the sink made me think i'm seeing sometjing I'm not.
Oh god, I'm analysing my spit hahaha XDDD
I have 2 things just floating about in my mind.
1. Blood when brushing teeth. I thought it was coming from the back of my throat, I have realised now that that is unlikely. Pretty sure its my gums. Today when brushing I thought I saw red in my spit but it went down the drain too quickly and I was unable to see properly. It looked like a red clump, but I could have imagined it. After that I spat over and over from the back of my throat and everything was absolutely clear... did I just imagine it? Is it just my HA brain :/
2. Weightloss. At the moment, I've actually been trying to lose weight and I'm on my feet 7.5hours 5 days a week with my new job, I've lost about 3 lbs since last Wednesday. It just really freaked me out because I lost a pound over night. I'm worrying over nothing aren't I?
I don't want to annoy anyone, it's just that. I feel like I just need someone to tell me my brain is trying to conjure up fears and worries that are not valid. The blood in spit thing has been eating at me for a month now, like on most days I'm fine but brushing my teeth gives me anxiety. The thing is, I know my top left gums bleed so I don't even know why I'm freaking out again. I feel like I saw a red clump, but maybe the speed the spit fell in the sink made me think i'm seeing sometjing I'm not.
Oh god, I'm analysing my spit hahaha XDDD