Steampunk
10-12-17, 03:33
As with many other people, my fears keep automatically going to the worst thing. I made a post a few days ago about Lymph Nodes and im still completely absorbed by them. I have a raised bump just below my ear and of course im immediately thinking its Head/Neck/Whatever else cancer.
Even though I literally have no symptoms, no white in my mouth, no sore throat, hoarseness, etc. etc. I feel absolutely fine. But yet i'm still completely absorbed with paranoia that i've made myself feel off again. I'd managed a month or two without worrying myself into feeling sick and now it's back at it again.
Even when I hear Eczema (especially around the head) can raise lymph nodes near the head im still paranoid, even my doctor said i was fine. (Havent been about the ear one yet).
Got me so worried and feeling hopeless and worried that I'm gonna die. (Am 21)
I'm trying my best to follow the advice I was given on my last post but even that is hard as I keep wanting to see if they've gone down (I do think the one in my neck has gone down but its still present) Ive seen so many posts on here about people saying they have them and they're just up for months, or never actually go down. My issue is I have no idea if they're new, or was always like that because my paranoia wasnt on Lymph nodes so I wasnt checking. But of course im worried about the worst thing and am getting myself worked up about having no life to look forward too, etc. Especially with my holiday next year x-x
Even though I literally have no symptoms, no white in my mouth, no sore throat, hoarseness, etc. etc. I feel absolutely fine. But yet i'm still completely absorbed with paranoia that i've made myself feel off again. I'd managed a month or two without worrying myself into feeling sick and now it's back at it again.
Even when I hear Eczema (especially around the head) can raise lymph nodes near the head im still paranoid, even my doctor said i was fine. (Havent been about the ear one yet).
Got me so worried and feeling hopeless and worried that I'm gonna die. (Am 21)
I'm trying my best to follow the advice I was given on my last post but even that is hard as I keep wanting to see if they've gone down (I do think the one in my neck has gone down but its still present) Ive seen so many posts on here about people saying they have them and they're just up for months, or never actually go down. My issue is I have no idea if they're new, or was always like that because my paranoia wasnt on Lymph nodes so I wasnt checking. But of course im worried about the worst thing and am getting myself worked up about having no life to look forward too, etc. Especially with my holiday next year x-x