HeavyCrazy
18-12-17, 00:38
Hey, I'm a 20 y/o guy who has HA, The things I've thought about having is ALS which have subsided and Dementia which have come back with a revenge.
I am actually turning crazy soon. Every morning i say to myself my dads name, my moms name, my little sisters name, my little brothers name, just to reassure myself i haven't forgotten the names of my family.. I mumble with words alot like saying Diesel instead of Gas, Fork instead of a Knife, placing things where they shouldnt be and be like hey this shouldnt be here, writing poorly as you can see.. and just now while i was in the shower i ****ing put the soap on my head without even washing my hair first.......
I have read alot of the other threads on this site about dementia but i just cant seem to let the fear go away
Well anyways if i have it i have it. We all die someday either way.
Positive thoughts people they help, sometimes..
I am actually turning crazy soon. Every morning i say to myself my dads name, my moms name, my little sisters name, my little brothers name, just to reassure myself i haven't forgotten the names of my family.. I mumble with words alot like saying Diesel instead of Gas, Fork instead of a Knife, placing things where they shouldnt be and be like hey this shouldnt be here, writing poorly as you can see.. and just now while i was in the shower i ****ing put the soap on my head without even washing my hair first.......
I have read alot of the other threads on this site about dementia but i just cant seem to let the fear go away
Well anyways if i have it i have it. We all die someday either way.
Positive thoughts people they help, sometimes..