roadman
26-12-17, 23:19
Basically I can't stop taking my pulse. Everytime I take it do it fo 32 beats, and if one of them are off I do it again. About 50% of the time I take it atleast one of the beats are off and i'm starting again.
I don't know if there actually is a small bit of arrhythmia or if it's just me flexing the neck/wrist muscles so my fingers slip of the pulse. Maybe both.
Today I've probably checked my pulse a hundred times. I don't really know why, even if there was some arrhythmia I probably wouldn't go to the doctor.
I've been obsessed over my pulse a couple times before, often due to other pains/sensations. This time it was some weird shooting pain in the left side of the chest. It appears when I'm standing up or walking - or having sex. Maybe once every minute or so. When I'm having sex or masturbating it comes every 10 seconds or so. I don't know if it's muscles, actually the heart/blood flow or if it's gas pains.
I don't really know what my goal with this post is - I just wanna write this somewhere. I guess I'm wondering if anyone got similar things going on? This scare of heart disease is really limiting what I do. Sometimes I get scared of exercise/sports.
I don't know if there actually is a small bit of arrhythmia or if it's just me flexing the neck/wrist muscles so my fingers slip of the pulse. Maybe both.
Today I've probably checked my pulse a hundred times. I don't really know why, even if there was some arrhythmia I probably wouldn't go to the doctor.
I've been obsessed over my pulse a couple times before, often due to other pains/sensations. This time it was some weird shooting pain in the left side of the chest. It appears when I'm standing up or walking - or having sex. Maybe once every minute or so. When I'm having sex or masturbating it comes every 10 seconds or so. I don't know if it's muscles, actually the heart/blood flow or if it's gas pains.
I don't really know what my goal with this post is - I just wanna write this somewhere. I guess I'm wondering if anyone got similar things going on? This scare of heart disease is really limiting what I do. Sometimes I get scared of exercise/sports.