mel1972
27-12-17, 19:43
Hey all ...
I have been here before after my mum passed away in 2009 and then in 2013 when my dad died too.. both times it’s mainly heart related but for some reason recently I have been having panic attacks with the same symptoms (always heart) I don’t know what’s triggered it and whilst I kept telling myself the last couple of times it was stress through losing my parents now I have no stress that I can relate to these attacks ... so of course now I think what if I’m now having heart issues .. my weight has yoyo’d I lost 6 stone after my mum died (I was massive) but over the past few years I’ve put half back on so now I’m scared I’m pbvoosly gonna have a heart atttack as I’m big again!
Got a burning feeling for the last couple of days (more in the top of stomach) but course having health anxiety it’s bound to explode in to something worse!
I have no one to talk to and I’m scared of leaving my kids (they are 24 and 23 but they have no one) I just needed to get this out to try and make me realise I’m being an idiot x
Thank you and sorry in advvance
I have been here before after my mum passed away in 2009 and then in 2013 when my dad died too.. both times it’s mainly heart related but for some reason recently I have been having panic attacks with the same symptoms (always heart) I don’t know what’s triggered it and whilst I kept telling myself the last couple of times it was stress through losing my parents now I have no stress that I can relate to these attacks ... so of course now I think what if I’m now having heart issues .. my weight has yoyo’d I lost 6 stone after my mum died (I was massive) but over the past few years I’ve put half back on so now I’m scared I’m pbvoosly gonna have a heart atttack as I’m big again!
Got a burning feeling for the last couple of days (more in the top of stomach) but course having health anxiety it’s bound to explode in to something worse!
I have no one to talk to and I’m scared of leaving my kids (they are 24 and 23 but they have no one) I just needed to get this out to try and make me realise I’m being an idiot x
Thank you and sorry in advvance