emily67
30-12-17, 12:59
I know that I need to stop this.
constantly worrying every half minit if I'm going to die of a heart attack
I keep thinking that I am going to reach over and get something, or stand up, or move, and boom. I'll die of a heart attack
like my heart is just this little frajile thing that will break at the slightest movement or pressure
(and it's part of the reason I can't sleep). that, and imsomnia
I've had doctors come out and tell me, their is nothing wrong with your heart- if their was something wrong with your heart, trust me, we'd know
still the worry continues
what's more I know you don't always die of heart attacks. i've seen programmes where people have been saved (who have had them)
constantly worrying every half minit if I'm going to die of a heart attack
I keep thinking that I am going to reach over and get something, or stand up, or move, and boom. I'll die of a heart attack
like my heart is just this little frajile thing that will break at the slightest movement or pressure
(and it's part of the reason I can't sleep). that, and imsomnia
I've had doctors come out and tell me, their is nothing wrong with your heart- if their was something wrong with your heart, trust me, we'd know
still the worry continues
what's more I know you don't always die of heart attacks. i've seen programmes where people have been saved (who have had them)