Xex123
08-01-18, 23:06
I was in hospital a lot with tonsillitis. At some point I freaked myself out that I may have cancer and I started to get this odd feeling in my throat. But it never stayed in the same place and was different every day. Then I calmed down and it went away. I went in for the surgery to have them out and I got so nervous before I went in that I bottled out of the surgery. Now this has come back again. I am sure this is in my mind. It’s very annoying. It’s not there when I’m distracted. Then out the blue it will come back when I’m on my own. Sometimes it feels like there is something in my throat. Somethings it feels like my tonsil. Sometimes it feels like my uvula is about 3 inches long. The other day the phantom thing sat at the base of my tongue on the left side. It’s driving me nuts and I don’t know what to do! I’ve tried to think myself out of it but now I’m worried that if I have the surgery as planned it still won’t go away. Any advice? The mind is a powerful thing!
It’s not pain (occasionally it will go in my ear and that will ache or my throat will ache a bit. But that’s only when I’m really focused on it) it feels like someone is putting their finger on it. So annoying!
It’s not pain (occasionally it will go in my ear and that will ache or my throat will ache a bit. But that’s only when I’m really focused on it) it feels like someone is putting their finger on it. So annoying!