MrRyan
11-01-18, 20:18
It's weird, even writing this I feel like everyone knows and that whatever is said will be part of the whole thing (whatever that is? lol)
I sort of feel stupid saying all this, as surely what has happened now, and in the past is just coincedence.. Or maybe it's part of the law of attraction?.. I mean, why would the world be watching me, for what reason? .. I may have just answered my own question, Anyway, here's what happenned..
After a shitty morning.. Phone wouldn't let me play music, was broken in all other areas for some reason.. It was ok when I got to work..
Anyway, that's nothing..
On my way home.. I stopped by KFC, picked up a mega box and smiled my way home..
I walked past this lady and I heard her say quietly "he's just comng now" like she was talking to someone on a headset or something. I hadn't seen her on her mobile..
Should it be coincedence then, that I bumped in to this lady from work who I've seen at work quiet a lot lately weirdly, and now in town?..
It's really weird, because as I'm writing this I'm beginning to feel a bit stupid.. Of course it was a coincedence.. The lady might not of even said that at all, but when I think she might have done, and, that I then bumped in to this lady.. Oh man..
I've already spent half an hour crying, with a knife to my wrist.. Although didn't do anything..
I don't want to admit that I've got paranoid schizophrenia again, after so many years of not haiving it (10 years)
Has anyone else ever had a coincedence like this that's made them question everything and everyone around them?
It's only when I started thinking about phoning my twin brother to tell hm something's wrong thatI started crying..
Who kniws what tomrrow will be like?.. I'm scared.. And not at the same time
I sort of feel stupid saying all this, as surely what has happened now, and in the past is just coincedence.. Or maybe it's part of the law of attraction?.. I mean, why would the world be watching me, for what reason? .. I may have just answered my own question, Anyway, here's what happenned..
After a shitty morning.. Phone wouldn't let me play music, was broken in all other areas for some reason.. It was ok when I got to work..
Anyway, that's nothing..
On my way home.. I stopped by KFC, picked up a mega box and smiled my way home..
I walked past this lady and I heard her say quietly "he's just comng now" like she was talking to someone on a headset or something. I hadn't seen her on her mobile..
Should it be coincedence then, that I bumped in to this lady from work who I've seen at work quiet a lot lately weirdly, and now in town?..
It's really weird, because as I'm writing this I'm beginning to feel a bit stupid.. Of course it was a coincedence.. The lady might not of even said that at all, but when I think she might have done, and, that I then bumped in to this lady.. Oh man..
I've already spent half an hour crying, with a knife to my wrist.. Although didn't do anything..
I don't want to admit that I've got paranoid schizophrenia again, after so many years of not haiving it (10 years)
Has anyone else ever had a coincedence like this that's made them question everything and everyone around them?
It's only when I started thinking about phoning my twin brother to tell hm something's wrong thatI started crying..
Who kniws what tomrrow will be like?.. I'm scared.. And not at the same time