Pandarug
17-01-18, 00:26
Im just so generally worried. In November when my HA started I was really obsessed with trying to accept my fate which led me down these really horrifying thoughts. Now those thoughts just pop up now and then and bring back that dread. I’ve barely been going to school due to snow days and holidays which makes me feel comfortable. At school I can’t come on here or calm my mind. And especially at night I stay up and everyone’s asleep it’s so scary and lonely. I’ve been having lung/stomach pain. It’d very light and comes and goes every now and then. And there’s also the dermatologist. I’m really scared to go now, it’s just going to bring all that back.