.Poppy.
01-02-18, 14:26
How do you cope with this?
I'm currently working two jobs - a full time one at my university and a part time one as a delivery driver because I'm trying to pay off my student loans ASAP.
Last night, while running my delivery route, my car broke down. It ended up being the battery and we got a new battery, but I was basically out for the rest of the night and I felt awful about it, but it couldn't be helped.
I'm scheduled to work tonight and I'm also scheduled to work Sunday (to help out in case we're busy during the Superbowl; I generally have Sundays off). The thing is, I just feel awful. I'm not trying to jump on the "flu bandwagon" because I don't necessarily think that's it, but I feel very under the weather and just extremely exhausted. I'm barely making it through my morning here at my regular job. I don't know if I can make it through the night shift tonight.
I'm also supposed to attend a baby shower that I've helped plan on Sunday. It's earlier than I'm scheduled to work, but it will be tight. My boss scheduled me in anyway because she knew I was dependable. There are people working besides me, I'd just be an extra hand.
I'm feeling like just a terrible person even just writing this out, but I so badly just want to tell her my car is still out of commission and that it's being fixed, don't know when it will be done. Part of my issue is physical, part is no doubt psychological, but I really just want to sleep for like 12 hours straight. And of course I feel like a terrible human being - like I'm letting her down, but also like I'm just lazy and incapable of doing anything right.
She's had a lot of people quit without even giving 2 weeks notice, so that can't be easy either. I'm just as bad as them, basically.
Any thoughts or advice? I'm feeling like I'm not even thinking straight right now. :weep:
I'm currently working two jobs - a full time one at my university and a part time one as a delivery driver because I'm trying to pay off my student loans ASAP.
Last night, while running my delivery route, my car broke down. It ended up being the battery and we got a new battery, but I was basically out for the rest of the night and I felt awful about it, but it couldn't be helped.
I'm scheduled to work tonight and I'm also scheduled to work Sunday (to help out in case we're busy during the Superbowl; I generally have Sundays off). The thing is, I just feel awful. I'm not trying to jump on the "flu bandwagon" because I don't necessarily think that's it, but I feel very under the weather and just extremely exhausted. I'm barely making it through my morning here at my regular job. I don't know if I can make it through the night shift tonight.
I'm also supposed to attend a baby shower that I've helped plan on Sunday. It's earlier than I'm scheduled to work, but it will be tight. My boss scheduled me in anyway because she knew I was dependable. There are people working besides me, I'd just be an extra hand.
I'm feeling like just a terrible person even just writing this out, but I so badly just want to tell her my car is still out of commission and that it's being fixed, don't know when it will be done. Part of my issue is physical, part is no doubt psychological, but I really just want to sleep for like 12 hours straight. And of course I feel like a terrible human being - like I'm letting her down, but also like I'm just lazy and incapable of doing anything right.
She's had a lot of people quit without even giving 2 weeks notice, so that can't be easy either. I'm just as bad as them, basically.
Any thoughts or advice? I'm feeling like I'm not even thinking straight right now. :weep: