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I had a lymph node on my neck for least 3 years (that’s when I noticed it but I never checked before) it’s about 1 cm across and I’m pretty sure it hasn’t changed in size. It’s soft and I can slide it around it feels like one main one with a very little shoddy one right next to it. When I noticed 3 years ago it scared me so much I had my hands on it 24/7 and was constantly prodding. Now I’m prodding again and I’m pretty worried. I’m worried about this being melanoma. Apparently these aren’t anything but bad news.
Update: I can move them independently I believe
I’ve been crying all morning. I don’t want to make another post but I feel as though my left breast is the slightest bit denser than my right. I also have been worrying about my nail color and if it’s been normal.
Pandarug,
but I feel as though my left breast is the slightest bit denser than my rightYep, and? It may well be, and if it is then that would be like a vast majority of other females. The human body isn't entirely symmetrical, most women have one side that is larger and denser than the other.
This current HA episode started off with the tiny disappearing blue mole thread (which was more than likely, exceedingly likely not even a blue mole anyway as it fell off on its own three years ago!) You are now moving on, as HA people do, to lymph nodes, a freckle on a toe, a breast that is different etc. You are now looking, analysing, prodding, checking, imagining all sorts of things in order to build the picture that something is very wrong with you based on this small dark mark on your heel from 3 years ago. I've been there. I've done this. I've had a long list of things ranging from 'yellow roof of mouth' to 'left eye sinking in'. I once went to a doctor with this list when I was around 19 years old, and there was literally nothing wrong with me - just as is the same for you now. The human mind is strong and complex, it can convince you of things that really are NOT there.
I don't know if you can put your finger on what set you off on this HA spiral again - with me it was other stressful things in my life at the time and it started off the HA - it was a symptom of my anxious mind. Is there something happening which is making you feel anxious?
As for the lymph nodes, freckle, breast, blue mole and whatever else you come up with today....that isn't the issue....your mental health is the issue. You've been here before a few years ago, you know this 'game' already and how it plays out. ;o)
This current HA episode started off with the tiny disappearing blue mole thread (which was more than likely, exceedingly likely not even a blue mole anyway as it fell off on its own three years ago!) You are now moving on, as HA people do, to lymph nodes, a freckle on a toe, a breast that is different etc. You are now looking, analysing, prodding, checking, imagining all sorts of things in order to build the picture that something is very wrong with
As for the lymph nodes, freckle, breast, blue mole and whatever else you come up with today....that isn't the issue....your mental health is the issue. You've been here before a few years ago, you know this 'game' already and how it plays out. ;o)
Thank you for replying. I really really hope it’s my mental health. My episode started back in November with my throat. It’s my first post on this account. Before that though I had more subtle fears about leukemia. This time feels different as in worse. I petrified and depressed and I feel so alone. And I hate my situation in the fact I have to wait and I have no independence. I go to the dermatologist March 12th A MONTH AWAY!! Everyone here can just make next day appointments and get all the scans they want. My parents aren’t thrilled they’re taking me to the dermatologist when they already took me to the doctors but I don’t think I’ll feel fully calm until I get scans. I just neeed to know. I have no peace of mind.
Scans of what though? Dermatologist for what though?
Scans of what though? Dermatologist for what though?
I have lots of other moles I hate. I been having bouts of breathlessness since my respitory infection in late December. I really want these lymph nodes checked too.
Trust me. if your nodes are soft like you said they are not cancerous. You'll know if you have something bad. You had a respiratory infection which lead to shotty lymph nodes. Everybody has moles. Your moles are probably a round shape which is good. Even if they aren't, they're good considering they're just moles.
Everyone here can just make next day appointments and get all the scans they want.
Do you know, I do wonder if the US health system makes people engage with HA for longer than in the UK? I'm not saying that to be rude to you at all, but its something I've wondered for a long time and hearing some US input would be interesting. Obviously HA is a global mental health issue. However, in the UK if we have no reason for a doctor to think we need referrals, tests, scans or assorted other medical interventions....then they don't happen. Over there, people can buy reassurance over and over and over.
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I really really hope it’s my mental health.
I bet it is ! :winks:
You know, I think this chest infection in December has set you off on this same HA spiral that you had 3 years ago. I think it was the trigger.
Trust me. if your nodes are soft like you said they are not cancerous. You'll know if you have something bad. You had a respiratory infection which lead to shotty lymph nodes. Everybody has moles. Your moles are probably a round shape which is good. Even if they aren't, they're good considering they're just moles.
The lymph nodes I have have been there for years. Also I have a lot of irregular moles.You can see pictures of them on my old posts. I just wish I was 40. This would honestly feel not as bad if I was older. I just want to be old.
I just wish I was 40. This would honestly feel not as bad if I was older. I just want to be old.
Why ?
Errrr, as someone who is nearly 50, can I take offense at '40' being old ? :roflmao:
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Trust me here, it makes no difference the age you are having HA. The fears, patterns of thought and fears are the same no matter the age.
Why ?
Errrr, as someone who is nearly 50, can I take offense at '40' being old ? :roflmao:
I’m 16 and very shy. I’ve based my whole happiness in my future. I feel like no one can relate to that. This is my wake up call to really break out of my shell if I’m okay. 40/50 is so nice and stable and independent as I said before. And that’s what makes me feel so alone.
Ah well, the trouble is with 40/50 is that you do start getting far more real life health worries to be honest. With independence comes responsibility, a LOT of it, and lots of other toughies in life. Don't wish away decades! (I'd like to be 16 again!!!!) It must be tough being very shy, but why wait until you are 'found to be ok' to move on with making life changes.
The lymph nodes I have have been there for years. Also I have a lot of irregular moles.You can see pictures of them on my old posts. I just wish I was 40. This would honestly feel not as bad if I was older. I just want to be old.
Lymph nodes that move are normal. I have multiple rock hard ones that I actually am worried about, but if they move I would not be worried at all.
Lymph nodes that move are normal. I have multiple rock hard ones that I actually am worried about, but if they move I would not be worried at all.
Thank you for your response. I’m just worried about this one because it’s ambiguous matted status. :(
Do you know, I do wonder if the US health system makes people engage with HA for longer than in the UK? I'm not saying that to be rude to you at all, but its something I've wondered for a long time and hearing some US input would be interesting. Obviously HA is a global mental health issue. However, in the UK if we have no reason for a doctor to think we need referrals, tests, scans or assorted other medical interventions....then they don't happen. Over there, people can buy reassurance over and over and over.
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I bet it is ! :winks:
You know, I think this chest infection in December has set you off on this same HA spiral that you had 3 years ago. I think it was the trigger.
You may be right, but not trying to be rude, I prefer the US system. I know if I actually do have something serious, I can get in right away for it and get it handled. I don't have to wait a month for an appointment. Now, that being said, I do think that our health care system gives in to people with HA because of our very litigious society. Doctors are so afraid of being sued by people for NOT diagnosing something, that people who are just mentally ill use up the time of a doctor that could be talking to someone that really has the disease. It isn't perfect by any means and does have some gaping issues
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what is a matted Lymph node?
what is a matted Lymph node?
(I can only see this when I quote your comment) through the internet I found out they’re lymph nodes have merged together. They feel bumpy. I can’t find anywhere saying how they exactly feel, but they mean bad news if you never had some certain diseases like TB. I’m pretty sure they always felt that way. I can also somewhat “slpit” it but the bigger one sometimes feels like it has an add on? I wonder if my prodding can make it feel that way. I remember when I was like 12 how literally all day I would have my hand on my neck, I’m surprised no one asked about it.
(I can only see this when I quote your comment) through the internet I found out they’re lymph nodes have merged together. They feel bumpy. I can’t find anywhere saying how they exactly feel, but they mean bad news if you never had some certain diseases like TB. I’m pretty sure they always felt that way. I can also somewhat “slpit” it but the bigger one sometimes feels like it has an add on? I wonder if my prodding can make it feel that way. I remember when I was like 12 how literally all day I would have my hand on my neck, I’m surprised no one asked about it.
Messing with Lymph nodes can always make them change. When I would mess with mine, they would swell and I would think "oh no they have grown!" then I would wait a day or two and they would be back to normal
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