Pete_uk
18-02-18, 14:09
I'm 35 and live 'at home' and I have never had a full time job. The last time I did 'all day' 5 days a week was at school and that was in about 1995 and school was NOT a good place for me. I KNOW I NEED to work full time and I would like to do something different than coming home and hanging around the house.
One other thing is that myself and mother go walking twice a week which will have to stop and I would feel guilty about that. :weep:
But just thinking about looking at a job website makes my anxiety rise. Any steps after that makes my anxiety step up a gear.
Also, I'm really scared that I step out of my comfort zone and end up somewhere that is not nice to work.
:shrug:
One other thing is that myself and mother go walking twice a week which will have to stop and I would feel guilty about that. :weep:
But just thinking about looking at a job website makes my anxiety rise. Any steps after that makes my anxiety step up a gear.
Also, I'm really scared that I step out of my comfort zone and end up somewhere that is not nice to work.
:shrug: