Nikitaa
19-02-18, 18:51
I've been suffering from existential depression for 3 weeks now. It's hell for me, I've been obsessing about existence, death, afterlife, eternity and such things. The most recent and the worst thing is that I'm hyperaware of how time works and because of that, I feel desperate. Like, I realise that whatever I just did is already in the past and it's terrifying. I always think about how anything that could bring me joy will be in the past anyway and it makes me anxious. Can anyone relate? Am I going to recover? It's horrible and I can't stop thinking about it.