human contact, pleaaaase

[transibunt_illud]

i'm 35, woman, live in Argentina.
I don't know what to do with my life or how to fix all the mess i have done.
i feel like i need the guidence i never had at 18 every year since i had that age.
same rock has knocked me down so many times, i just don't have energy to get up anymore.
I´d really like to talk to people, because i spend the whole day alone. Don´t talk to a single soul.
No friends, no boyfriend, no job, no university no nothing. just mother and sister talking about diets, hair products and stuff like that.

I'm currently looking for a job, and taking therapy to find out what i want to persue in my life,AGAIN.

So, i kind of have hope right now.
But then stuff happens and i feel like shit again.
I have asked for help and people just walked away.
I guess online chat and practicing english will be a great deal of help. i may be able to help someone too, cause i'm an encyclopedia of what you shoul do in life, if you wanna rouin it.
thanks.
:doh:

[venusbluejeans]

Hiya transibunt_illud and welcome to NMP :welcome:

Why not take a look at our articles on our home page, they contain a wealth of information and are a great starting place for your time on the forum.

I hope you find the as site helpful and informative as I have and that you get the help and support you need here and hope that you meet a few friends along the way :yesyes:

[fduop]

Good morning transibunt_illud

Sorry to hear about your situation and I totally get how you feel. My suggestion would be to join social media (Instagram, Snapchat) follow others that spark your interest. I follow other artist (writers, painters, photographers) and have discovered a wealth of online friends. I also encourage you to participate here at NMP.

By doing this you will discover some people are just selfish. But every once in a while, you will find a true soul that cares about your well being. Best to you transibunt_illud on your journey. And do not worry, your English is just fine.

[Confetti]

I am glad you feel there is a direction shining with a little of that magical stuff hope, I hope that you continue walking toward it and feeling it touch you more each week that passes, welcome to nomorepanic!

[venusbluejeans]

make sure you pop into the chat room..... we are a friendly bunch.... it is busier in the uk evenings though :/

[IsThereHope]

Hello. I feel just like you. Would like to chat.