ChocolateButton
07-03-18, 18:51
Feeling terribly anxious right now. I was fine earlier today. Don't want to tell hubby in case he worries.
I know I'm getting super anxious because
- I feel very shaky
- I have pins and needles in my head
- I'm wringing my hands (seems to be a new thing I've developed recently)
- It's hard to concentrate
Current things I am worrying over:
- test results from my operation just over 2 weeks ago (I come home worried in case there's a letter, then worried when there isn't a letter)
- I can't ring the doctors to ask if the results are back cos that will probably trigger something bad to happen :wacko:
- if my arm is ok (still have problems with veins since cannula)
- whether my manager is happy with my work
- whether the title of this thread is ok (I tried several different ones, couldn't decide)
- whether I'll annoy anyone on here by posting again
- whether my ocd is getting worse (it's so hard to 'break away' from checking things at times, and I'm having worries like if I change my desktop wallpaper something bad will happen or if I listen to the wrong song, or something. is that ocd?
- various household things (vet appointment for dog, will we run out of oil before we get more delivered, is it going to snow again, etc)
:unsure:
I know I'm getting super anxious because
- I feel very shaky
- I have pins and needles in my head
- I'm wringing my hands (seems to be a new thing I've developed recently)
- It's hard to concentrate
Current things I am worrying over:
- test results from my operation just over 2 weeks ago (I come home worried in case there's a letter, then worried when there isn't a letter)
- I can't ring the doctors to ask if the results are back cos that will probably trigger something bad to happen :wacko:
- if my arm is ok (still have problems with veins since cannula)
- whether my manager is happy with my work
- whether the title of this thread is ok (I tried several different ones, couldn't decide)
- whether I'll annoy anyone on here by posting again
- whether my ocd is getting worse (it's so hard to 'break away' from checking things at times, and I'm having worries like if I change my desktop wallpaper something bad will happen or if I listen to the wrong song, or something. is that ocd?
- various household things (vet appointment for dog, will we run out of oil before we get more delivered, is it going to snow again, etc)
:unsure: