Pkstracy
11-03-18, 03:44
Hello all,
I lurked here for awhile before joining. I am from the United States and I am a housewife and a wiccan. I love to read and play world of warcraft and have two cats and a dog.
about seven years ago in Oct I was laying in bed with my husband and I suddenly woke up from a sound sleep, heart pounding, sweating, shaking, fear not sure what was going on, chest pains, I felt like I was having a heart attack, I stayed up all night and then the next night I was having anxiety about going to bed, and I just didn't feel like doing anything, I stayed in bed and cried for long periods of time, I kept feeling like I just wanted to walk into the ocean and just keep going not caring if I died, I also never wanted to go out, was panic if I had to leave the house, would get anxious if we did go out, I used to be able to go shopping on my own, to the library, didn't have panic attacks and such, after months of this my husband took me to see someone after months of this, and lo and behold, I was diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder, PTSD, Panic Attacks, OCD, anxiety, social anxiety, and agoraphobia. I know worry about every little thing, especially with my health, I used to not do that, but I think its part of what I have. I am sorry for the long post, and I am glad I found this forum and know there are people out there that have these same issues.
I lurked here for awhile before joining. I am from the United States and I am a housewife and a wiccan. I love to read and play world of warcraft and have two cats and a dog.
about seven years ago in Oct I was laying in bed with my husband and I suddenly woke up from a sound sleep, heart pounding, sweating, shaking, fear not sure what was going on, chest pains, I felt like I was having a heart attack, I stayed up all night and then the next night I was having anxiety about going to bed, and I just didn't feel like doing anything, I stayed in bed and cried for long periods of time, I kept feeling like I just wanted to walk into the ocean and just keep going not caring if I died, I also never wanted to go out, was panic if I had to leave the house, would get anxious if we did go out, I used to be able to go shopping on my own, to the library, didn't have panic attacks and such, after months of this my husband took me to see someone after months of this, and lo and behold, I was diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder, PTSD, Panic Attacks, OCD, anxiety, social anxiety, and agoraphobia. I know worry about every little thing, especially with my health, I used to not do that, but I think its part of what I have. I am sorry for the long post, and I am glad I found this forum and know there are people out there that have these same issues.