BrokenGirl
11-03-18, 19:29
My mood picked up a few weeks ago and I was actually happy (for the first time in years) cause I got a new job. I think I was on a bit of a high about it cause I seem to have crashed again and come down to reality. The job doesn't start for another 2 weeks. My HA has been as bad as ever the last few days and I can't concentrate on anything, feel like I'm living in a bubble and the world is just floating around me. And that frightens me cause I don't know how I'm going to concentrate on my new job and learn how to do it. What if I can't? What if my anxiety stops me from getting on there?
I was having a wobble about breast cancer a few days ago because of breast pain. The pain has eased i think but I'm also getting this cold sensation down my left arm. My left hand is cold a lot of the time and sometimes I feel a small bit of pain around my elbow or up further in my arm. This has been happening to me on and off for over a year. It might last for a week or so and then it could be gone for weeks. I'm worrying if it's linked to breast cancer or something else. And this worry is draining me.
Has anyone had anything like this? One cold arm!
And how do I deal with my anxiety in the new job? I'm hoping in the long run it will distract me from my symptoms but I'm also scared anxiety will win this battle. I haven't worked in years so this will be my first time working with HA.
I was having a wobble about breast cancer a few days ago because of breast pain. The pain has eased i think but I'm also getting this cold sensation down my left arm. My left hand is cold a lot of the time and sometimes I feel a small bit of pain around my elbow or up further in my arm. This has been happening to me on and off for over a year. It might last for a week or so and then it could be gone for weeks. I'm worrying if it's linked to breast cancer or something else. And this worry is draining me.
Has anyone had anything like this? One cold arm!
And how do I deal with my anxiety in the new job? I'm hoping in the long run it will distract me from my symptoms but I'm also scared anxiety will win this battle. I haven't worked in years so this will be my first time working with HA.