RosieIfu
13-03-18, 02:04
Hi everyone,
I will give a quick look into my life. It all started as a freshman in high school when I walked into a small spaced chapel filled with students to listen to the seniors give speeches. I started to have a panic attack and intense anxiety sitting in a small space with so many people. I was afraid to embarrass myself and dreaded the next time I will be required to sit through an event like that. Unfortunately, I had to go through it every week for four years, and then I graduated for high school and unto intense insomnia. I had intense anxiety just thinking about going to college and a new school for the first time without my twin sister. I am getting used to that now but now I have a new anxiety. This one has to do with a phobia. I will be studying abroad in 2 weeks in London. and I just feel depressed and so nervous about what to expect. I am seriously getting chills (in a negative way) thinking about this new journey. I signed up for it to gain a valuable experience for my future. I would highly regret it if I didn't participate though.
I am glad I found a community of fellow perturbed individuals. I hope someone out there can help me.
Blessings,
Rosie
I will give a quick look into my life. It all started as a freshman in high school when I walked into a small spaced chapel filled with students to listen to the seniors give speeches. I started to have a panic attack and intense anxiety sitting in a small space with so many people. I was afraid to embarrass myself and dreaded the next time I will be required to sit through an event like that. Unfortunately, I had to go through it every week for four years, and then I graduated for high school and unto intense insomnia. I had intense anxiety just thinking about going to college and a new school for the first time without my twin sister. I am getting used to that now but now I have a new anxiety. This one has to do with a phobia. I will be studying abroad in 2 weeks in London. and I just feel depressed and so nervous about what to expect. I am seriously getting chills (in a negative way) thinking about this new journey. I signed up for it to gain a valuable experience for my future. I would highly regret it if I didn't participate though.
I am glad I found a community of fellow perturbed individuals. I hope someone out there can help me.
Blessings,
Rosie