Kroko
16-12-04, 10:56
Hello...
I have all these symptoms and I've come to believe that I absolutely must have something bad behind them all that doctors just haven't found. I'm really worried and desperate, I feel terrible.
I have osteoporosis (brittle bones), which was diagnosed when I was 10.
My left eye is weaker than my right eye, and when I'm in a lit room with my eyes closed and then open them I see things, especially white surfaces, with a green tint with my left eye. I see a bunch of floaters with my left eye. Sometimes I feel like my left eye is being squeezed. When I'm in the dark I feel like my left eye has weak peripheral vision. Last summer I was in the car on a sunny day and I got this weird problem where I couldn't see straight for about an hour.
I have depersonalization which started BEFORE my panic attacks and agoraphobia. The depersonalization started in 2000 and it gets worse all the time, it feels progressive, now it's really bad and I'm hopeless about it, I almost know it won't get better. It started so mild that it didn't bother me, then one day it got worse, 6 months after that it got even worse, and so on...and it always stays worse whenever it worsens.
I have loads of moles. And I mean A LOT. I get new ones every day, or so it seems.
Warm showers make me feel very fatigued and dizzy. I get headaches very easily. A couple of times when I've held my neck in a bad position for only brief times I've gotten this horrible stinging pain in my head.
I can hear/feel my heartbeat when I have my ear against something, such as a pillow. I can also feel it everywhere during/after exercise.
Sometimes just touching some part of my body, especially around my upper lip, gives me stinging pain.
I sweat in my sleep.
I've been anemic, I'm currently not thanks to iron supplements.
I'm sure I left things out...
I've been to some blood tests, a brain scan, a neuropsychiatric test, a test for celiac disease, an eye check about the floaters, and some other small testing. Nothing has been found and my family keeps telling me I'm fine. I can only disagree...
I'm on Cipralex which isn't helping except keeping the panic attacks away, not completely though.
No one understands and I feel like I'm near as good as dead. :( I don't find that hard to believe at all now that my sister killed herself on the 27th.
These symptoms have been going on for long, some of them for a decade, some a few years. I wish someone would help me because I don't want to die yet, I'm 20 years old.
I have all these symptoms and I've come to believe that I absolutely must have something bad behind them all that doctors just haven't found. I'm really worried and desperate, I feel terrible.
I have osteoporosis (brittle bones), which was diagnosed when I was 10.
My left eye is weaker than my right eye, and when I'm in a lit room with my eyes closed and then open them I see things, especially white surfaces, with a green tint with my left eye. I see a bunch of floaters with my left eye. Sometimes I feel like my left eye is being squeezed. When I'm in the dark I feel like my left eye has weak peripheral vision. Last summer I was in the car on a sunny day and I got this weird problem where I couldn't see straight for about an hour.
I have depersonalization which started BEFORE my panic attacks and agoraphobia. The depersonalization started in 2000 and it gets worse all the time, it feels progressive, now it's really bad and I'm hopeless about it, I almost know it won't get better. It started so mild that it didn't bother me, then one day it got worse, 6 months after that it got even worse, and so on...and it always stays worse whenever it worsens.
I have loads of moles. And I mean A LOT. I get new ones every day, or so it seems.
Warm showers make me feel very fatigued and dizzy. I get headaches very easily. A couple of times when I've held my neck in a bad position for only brief times I've gotten this horrible stinging pain in my head.
I can hear/feel my heartbeat when I have my ear against something, such as a pillow. I can also feel it everywhere during/after exercise.
Sometimes just touching some part of my body, especially around my upper lip, gives me stinging pain.
I sweat in my sleep.
I've been anemic, I'm currently not thanks to iron supplements.
I'm sure I left things out...
I've been to some blood tests, a brain scan, a neuropsychiatric test, a test for celiac disease, an eye check about the floaters, and some other small testing. Nothing has been found and my family keeps telling me I'm fine. I can only disagree...
I'm on Cipralex which isn't helping except keeping the panic attacks away, not completely though.
No one understands and I feel like I'm near as good as dead. :( I don't find that hard to believe at all now that my sister killed herself on the 27th.
These symptoms have been going on for long, some of them for a decade, some a few years. I wish someone would help me because I don't want to die yet, I'm 20 years old.