kwselfhelp
11-04-18, 10:13
Quite a lengthy post but I'd really really appreciate if someone can help me
Did anyone else have endless physical and mental symptoms or even better has anyone recovered from these?
Almost 24 now, 4 years of my life taken with such severe symptoms..24/7 doesn't come and go , so many too!
All NHS tests negative
I go in Lyme Groups they say Lyme / Bartonella.. go in chelation groups they say Mercury poisoning.. go in Fibromyalgia / ME groups they say it's that (even though that sounds like a name for symptoms rather than a diagnosis)
I come to anxiety groups to be told it's that 😞
I tried 10 months of antibiotics to no avail through a Dublin Lyme doctor, as I did have really severe stretch marks which backed up BARTONELLA theory (I was bit by tics as a kid)
I've been trying chelation too with ALA which Is difficult waking up every 3 hours in the night
I've tried CBD, Ashwagandha, Buhner herbs the lot, all vitamins etc
I'm sick of it now need my life back but feel alone with no true sense of direction, so exhausted and frustrated by it all too. I just want to enjoy my young years.
Symptoms:
Head pressure feeling left side of head, feels numb and gets prominent vein sticking out (other side of my head seems & feels fine!)
Head often feels too heavy for body
Sometimes neck ache
Tinnitus and tingling in head
Off balance and slowed movement feeling
Burning on bottom of feet, sometimes pain in legs
Red eyes
Tremors (which actually seem to have calmed down)
Derealization (one of first symptoms and one of worst) felt disconnected in a drug like state since late 2014
Cognitive issues (I really struggle to take in what people say the first time. I quite often muddle my words up)
Bizarre sleep issues - (incredibly vivid dreams like watching a movie in my head. Not even nightmares just vivid like my body is asleep but my brain hasn't shut off. Quite often wake up between them. Wake up tired.)
I quite often get flashing images in my head of random things when trying to fall asleep.
Awkwardness / Rage / Mood Swings - especially around my family which upsets me. I find it hard to hold down a conversation with them now my mind goes there
General Psycological Issues - I just don't feel myself in my head anymore. Sertraline helps with the severe anxiety but all the brain & physical symptoms remain.
Any success stories or advice would be hugely appreciated. I don't see any Light at the end of the road anymore.
Did anyone else have endless physical and mental symptoms or even better has anyone recovered from these?
Almost 24 now, 4 years of my life taken with such severe symptoms..24/7 doesn't come and go , so many too!
All NHS tests negative
I go in Lyme Groups they say Lyme / Bartonella.. go in chelation groups they say Mercury poisoning.. go in Fibromyalgia / ME groups they say it's that (even though that sounds like a name for symptoms rather than a diagnosis)
I come to anxiety groups to be told it's that 😞
I tried 10 months of antibiotics to no avail through a Dublin Lyme doctor, as I did have really severe stretch marks which backed up BARTONELLA theory (I was bit by tics as a kid)
I've been trying chelation too with ALA which Is difficult waking up every 3 hours in the night
I've tried CBD, Ashwagandha, Buhner herbs the lot, all vitamins etc
I'm sick of it now need my life back but feel alone with no true sense of direction, so exhausted and frustrated by it all too. I just want to enjoy my young years.
Symptoms:
Head pressure feeling left side of head, feels numb and gets prominent vein sticking out (other side of my head seems & feels fine!)
Head often feels too heavy for body
Sometimes neck ache
Tinnitus and tingling in head
Off balance and slowed movement feeling
Burning on bottom of feet, sometimes pain in legs
Red eyes
Tremors (which actually seem to have calmed down)
Derealization (one of first symptoms and one of worst) felt disconnected in a drug like state since late 2014
Cognitive issues (I really struggle to take in what people say the first time. I quite often muddle my words up)
Bizarre sleep issues - (incredibly vivid dreams like watching a movie in my head. Not even nightmares just vivid like my body is asleep but my brain hasn't shut off. Quite often wake up between them. Wake up tired.)
I quite often get flashing images in my head of random things when trying to fall asleep.
Awkwardness / Rage / Mood Swings - especially around my family which upsets me. I find it hard to hold down a conversation with them now my mind goes there
General Psycological Issues - I just don't feel myself in my head anymore. Sertraline helps with the severe anxiety but all the brain & physical symptoms remain.
Any success stories or advice would be hugely appreciated. I don't see any Light at the end of the road anymore.