SarahNah
26-04-18, 22:37
Sorry that this is long! I just need to get this all out.
So, for the first 20 years of my life I had some health issues but I never let it get in my way. On the night of my 21st birthday, I had a sudden dizzy spell while watching tennis with my Mam. I went into totally metal down. My mam had to sit with me for hours to try and calm me since that moment everything has been wrong.
Since July last year I thought I've had:
Brain tumor/other brain issues/dizziness/constant exhaustion/lots of headaches/pain in certain areas- Turn out to be a mixture of chronic sinus and anemia
A number of different caners to do with my stomach/blow/prancers/liver etc- All could be explain by thing's less sinister. I have acid issues, a bacteria infection and they are doing tests for IBS right now.
I've had pain and lumps in my upper body area neck/collarbone/shoulder- I was giving some cream to try and help sooth it.
Heart worries- Turn out to be anxiety.
During these worries I've had a number of blood tests (I've lost count of how many types), a breath test, a chest x-ray, Two egc a ultrasound, a CT scan of my lower body (So like kidneys area/Pelvis etc). Of course my Doctor (Who is a saint) has given me lots of look overs.
So my question is, clearly from listing that all out- there can't be anything wrong with me right? I can't have any blood/bone (Lymphoma was and still kinda is my latest worry). I can't have anything like all of those listed above wrong with me. Surely something would have come up? I'm in CBT (I've been officially diagnosed with general anxiety and few other things) and have been for awhile. I feel like it slowly helps but something always seems to be wrong afterwards. Anyone got some good advice in helping just pushing myself along? I just want to be able to enjoy the rest of my youth. My 21st year was so miserable and lonely.
So, for the first 20 years of my life I had some health issues but I never let it get in my way. On the night of my 21st birthday, I had a sudden dizzy spell while watching tennis with my Mam. I went into totally metal down. My mam had to sit with me for hours to try and calm me since that moment everything has been wrong.
Since July last year I thought I've had:
Brain tumor/other brain issues/dizziness/constant exhaustion/lots of headaches/pain in certain areas- Turn out to be a mixture of chronic sinus and anemia
A number of different caners to do with my stomach/blow/prancers/liver etc- All could be explain by thing's less sinister. I have acid issues, a bacteria infection and they are doing tests for IBS right now.
I've had pain and lumps in my upper body area neck/collarbone/shoulder- I was giving some cream to try and help sooth it.
Heart worries- Turn out to be anxiety.
During these worries I've had a number of blood tests (I've lost count of how many types), a breath test, a chest x-ray, Two egc a ultrasound, a CT scan of my lower body (So like kidneys area/Pelvis etc). Of course my Doctor (Who is a saint) has given me lots of look overs.
So my question is, clearly from listing that all out- there can't be anything wrong with me right? I can't have any blood/bone (Lymphoma was and still kinda is my latest worry). I can't have anything like all of those listed above wrong with me. Surely something would have come up? I'm in CBT (I've been officially diagnosed with general anxiety and few other things) and have been for awhile. I feel like it slowly helps but something always seems to be wrong afterwards. Anyone got some good advice in helping just pushing myself along? I just want to be able to enjoy the rest of my youth. My 21st year was so miserable and lonely.