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clio51
29-04-18, 16:47
Day3
Im on the edge of loosing it!
Feel snappy/on edge almost in tears, im sick of feeling like i do
I feel as if about to go into melt down again, it seems the thoughts im getting are really stopping me from doing things, i only mean like going out, i not interest really what partner/son as to say and can feel myself about to get angry inside. Its always the same when i have episodes and they seem to last for months.
Things go through my head like
Is there something other wrong with me than GAD/depression?
Im i really on the right med? Its been since oct now and im getting worse
i know there only thoughts but they bloody wont stop coming in my head and making me scared and agoraphobic
The more it goes on feeling like this , the less hope i have of feeling happy and normal without thoughts ruining my life

Partner mustnt know if hes coming or going, im so snappy and horrible sometimes or in a world of my own

I dont know if to go back up, im so confused

clio51
30-04-18, 17:43
Day 4

Ive gone back up to 187.5mg of ven, i got frightened i was going to go into melt down.

So this is week 8 minus 3 days on old dose of 150mg
Bit tearful this morning, with horrible morning anxiety/thought feelings.

TRISTAN
19-06-18, 13:37
Snap x

TRISTAN
02-07-18, 10:30
How you feeling now ?