soggypops
18-07-07, 11:20
Hi
Ive not been honest with my Phyciatrist or Sycologist for the past 6 months if not more. I really need to and when i have an appointment to see them i say to myself "be honest with them tell them how bad you feel" but i cant.
To cut along story short i used to see a different phyciatrist who was sahould i say quite blunt and rude and threatening saying " i dont know what power he has" and "he could do anything he wanted" !! like put me in hospital for a medication change ??????
So after weeks of worrying that the men in white coats would come to the door and take me away. So eventually i went to my local Dr whos such a lovely lady and confided in her about what had happend ( she was very annoyed and wrote a letter on my behalf to the phyciatrist expressing how angry she was) So a new phyciatist was appointed for me along with a sycologist for CBT.
Because im so scared of them putting me away like that other dr boasted he could do. I cant be honest so i just say im feeling so much better and im enjoying life. BIG FAT LIE !!!
Then i get home and im a complete wreck, i get panic attacks still along with palpataions along with breathing problems. Im scared to go out on my own.
:shrug:
I should be taking Citalopram but i have a phobia about tablet taking, although i do take 15mg mirtazapine at night. They think ive been taking the citalopram for the past 8 months!
What should i do ??
Soggypops
Ive not been honest with my Phyciatrist or Sycologist for the past 6 months if not more. I really need to and when i have an appointment to see them i say to myself "be honest with them tell them how bad you feel" but i cant.
To cut along story short i used to see a different phyciatrist who was sahould i say quite blunt and rude and threatening saying " i dont know what power he has" and "he could do anything he wanted" !! like put me in hospital for a medication change ??????
So after weeks of worrying that the men in white coats would come to the door and take me away. So eventually i went to my local Dr whos such a lovely lady and confided in her about what had happend ( she was very annoyed and wrote a letter on my behalf to the phyciatrist expressing how angry she was) So a new phyciatist was appointed for me along with a sycologist for CBT.
Because im so scared of them putting me away like that other dr boasted he could do. I cant be honest so i just say im feeling so much better and im enjoying life. BIG FAT LIE !!!
Then i get home and im a complete wreck, i get panic attacks still along with palpataions along with breathing problems. Im scared to go out on my own.
:shrug:
I should be taking Citalopram but i have a phobia about tablet taking, although i do take 15mg mirtazapine at night. They think ive been taking the citalopram for the past 8 months!
What should i do ??
Soggypops