Niksig
02-05-18, 09:18
So I've had this problem for years but each time it comes back its more extreme.
so over the last few years I've lost and gained weight I never maintain, when I've lost weight most of the time its due to be doing extreme things like not eating, taking slimming medications, vomiting after eating, taking too many senna tablets, drinking slimming teas.... I realize its a problem but I cant help myself I feel guilty for eating because I am massively over weight.
in the past it has got to the point my hair has been falling out and I have felt so weak, the dr made me write a food diary explaining how I felt after eating but it didn't help.
it comes in waves of a few months at a time and when I'm back to eating I eat stupidly and put weight back on, I'm extremely unhappy with the way I look, I have a really unhealthy relationship with food and its really getting me down.
at the moment I'm on day 8 (I think) of not eating properly and vomiting after food, I do need to lose weight desperately but I need a healthy way to do it, I have bad legs so gym and most exercise is ruled out sometimes I feel like this is my only option.
i realise ive rambled a bit here and i dont know if it makes any sense at all lol.
I don't even know if I'm posting in the right place for this tbh and I don't know what I'm looking for, I guess I just need someone to tell me I don't have an eating disorder and I'm just being silly.
Thanks and sorry guys x
so over the last few years I've lost and gained weight I never maintain, when I've lost weight most of the time its due to be doing extreme things like not eating, taking slimming medications, vomiting after eating, taking too many senna tablets, drinking slimming teas.... I realize its a problem but I cant help myself I feel guilty for eating because I am massively over weight.
in the past it has got to the point my hair has been falling out and I have felt so weak, the dr made me write a food diary explaining how I felt after eating but it didn't help.
it comes in waves of a few months at a time and when I'm back to eating I eat stupidly and put weight back on, I'm extremely unhappy with the way I look, I have a really unhealthy relationship with food and its really getting me down.
at the moment I'm on day 8 (I think) of not eating properly and vomiting after food, I do need to lose weight desperately but I need a healthy way to do it, I have bad legs so gym and most exercise is ruled out sometimes I feel like this is my only option.
i realise ive rambled a bit here and i dont know if it makes any sense at all lol.
I don't even know if I'm posting in the right place for this tbh and I don't know what I'm looking for, I guess I just need someone to tell me I don't have an eating disorder and I'm just being silly.
Thanks and sorry guys x