LouiseAndy
08-05-18, 12:45
I've also had issues with my mental health but since last year, I've been having very bad episode- well on going health anxiety.
Here's a list of everything I've had going with:
I've had a lot of issues with my stomach and bowel movement, they done some tests and they don't think it's anything to bad. So some days I would be double over in pain about my stomach and since they said it's nothing serious like cancer and are looking into issues like ibs. I had ct scan done, ultrasound and waiting on the results of a stool sample. I haven't thought about my stomach or bowel movements at all.
I had worries about my heart, at times I still get worried but nothing over the top anymore. I've had blood tests and few tests done in that.
Lump around the collarbone area: My doctor had a good feel around and said it was nothing to worry about.
Blood/Bone/lymphoma: These are still kinda on going. Like I had my blood done in February and my doctor said all the results came back perfect. I also had a chest x-ray at the hospital while dealing with the heart stuff. Yet Since finding a lump like thing in the back of my neck. I've also now been having a lot of issues with neck pain and stiff neck. Which of course causes me to worry. These fears are still on going but hopefully I can move past them soon!
Now! Onto new issues,
I've been having a lot of headache/pressure/tension. Like it isn't really all bad all the time but I've had it everyday for the past week and abit. It just moments of deep intense pressure and of course the more I worry about the worse it is! I also have a lot of pressure at the temple/between the temples like someone is grabbing my head and squeezing as hard as possible. I also get that same feeling behind both of ear and just above them a lot. It gets worse whenever I lean my head over my laptop or phone. I also get a lot of pressure along my teeth, behind the eyes and nose. I've also been getting some funny pins and needles in my hands and feet as well as some weakness in my arms from time to time. Sometimes I find it hard to memory stuff. Like a read a post earlier about someone saying something about someone having been told they had like sinus issues but isntead it turned out to be a far along cancer and it's freaked me of course.
I was at the dentist back in like October and haven't been since so I had a x-ray. I noticed that when I open and close my mouth (so basically move my jaw the area of the jaw that up by the ear) my right side seems to have these like it hard to say just right what it is but like lump that move with it and kinda like "clicks" without making a click sound. My right ear been feeling kinda blocked and that whole area been a little swore and stiff since. I also try not looking into my mouth as to not start any fears with that whole place! I'm hoping it's just from my over-thinking it! Like you know when you become aware of something and you can't stop thinking about it or at it?
I'm trying to tell myself it's probably just sinus issue with that head stuff! It actually was a bad sinus infection that started all my health anxiety. I try to tell myself a lot of this comes from my anxiety and sometimes not the best sleeping stuff.
I'm trying to make a positive change, I'm going for a lot of walks and having out doors time. I'm going out and meeting friends more. I've been in therapy for awhile about other issues but I'm opening up to her about this. I'm going on a trip to Leeds as well as Amsterdam to meet my boyfriends family for the first time! I'm trying to stay away from googling things. I even have timer for how long I'll leave myself on this website because the more I read posts sometimes the new issues I have Like a read a post earlier about someone saying something about someone having been told they had like sinus issues but instead it turned out to be a far along cancer and it's freaked me of course.
This is such a long post but thank you so much to anyone who reads or gives the time to reply.
---------- Post added at 06:01 ---------- Previous post was at 02:07 ----------
I know it's alot but ever since writing that post I've been laying in bed till 6 am just panicking over everything. Making things feel worse of course and other things being added over that. I tried using some stuff my theapry told me about but sometimes I feel so hopeless.
---------- Post added at 07:54 ---------- Previous post was at 06:01 ----------
So in my desperation to find some answers and get some sleep at last. I ended up finding out apparently I do have lymphoma, as well as a brain tumor and sinus cancer. Also maybe a tumor on my jaw? As well as a number of deadly illness. I'm so disappointed in myself for falling like that.
---------- Post added at 08:43 ---------- Previous post was at 07:54 ----------
Sorry to spam my own thread but I'm trying to decide now if it would be good to try and get a few hours sleep or just get up and try about my day. I feel like my chest and heart is all strange now. It's amazing how one bad night can set you back so far.
---------- Post added at 09:45 ---------- Previous post was at 08:43 ----------
Although my eyes and limbs feel heavy and want sleep. My mind won't stop so I'm going to get out of bed and try to make these as good as possible for the day and not fall to deeply into bad habits again. Sorry I just need to vent this out so I don't have anyone I can really to talk about this anymore. People are long feed up with me
---------- Post added at 10:05 ---------- Previous post was at 09:45 ----------
Please. I know I'm being overwhelming and stuff but 150 people views this and not one reply
---------- Post added at 12:45 ---------- Previous post was at 10:05 ----------
At this stage I know this is just stuipd myself but I'm finding that my temples are both very tender to touch also.
Here's a list of everything I've had going with:
I've had a lot of issues with my stomach and bowel movement, they done some tests and they don't think it's anything to bad. So some days I would be double over in pain about my stomach and since they said it's nothing serious like cancer and are looking into issues like ibs. I had ct scan done, ultrasound and waiting on the results of a stool sample. I haven't thought about my stomach or bowel movements at all.
I had worries about my heart, at times I still get worried but nothing over the top anymore. I've had blood tests and few tests done in that.
Lump around the collarbone area: My doctor had a good feel around and said it was nothing to worry about.
Blood/Bone/lymphoma: These are still kinda on going. Like I had my blood done in February and my doctor said all the results came back perfect. I also had a chest x-ray at the hospital while dealing with the heart stuff. Yet Since finding a lump like thing in the back of my neck. I've also now been having a lot of issues with neck pain and stiff neck. Which of course causes me to worry. These fears are still on going but hopefully I can move past them soon!
Now! Onto new issues,
I've been having a lot of headache/pressure/tension. Like it isn't really all bad all the time but I've had it everyday for the past week and abit. It just moments of deep intense pressure and of course the more I worry about the worse it is! I also have a lot of pressure at the temple/between the temples like someone is grabbing my head and squeezing as hard as possible. I also get that same feeling behind both of ear and just above them a lot. It gets worse whenever I lean my head over my laptop or phone. I also get a lot of pressure along my teeth, behind the eyes and nose. I've also been getting some funny pins and needles in my hands and feet as well as some weakness in my arms from time to time. Sometimes I find it hard to memory stuff. Like a read a post earlier about someone saying something about someone having been told they had like sinus issues but isntead it turned out to be a far along cancer and it's freaked me of course.
I was at the dentist back in like October and haven't been since so I had a x-ray. I noticed that when I open and close my mouth (so basically move my jaw the area of the jaw that up by the ear) my right side seems to have these like it hard to say just right what it is but like lump that move with it and kinda like "clicks" without making a click sound. My right ear been feeling kinda blocked and that whole area been a little swore and stiff since. I also try not looking into my mouth as to not start any fears with that whole place! I'm hoping it's just from my over-thinking it! Like you know when you become aware of something and you can't stop thinking about it or at it?
I'm trying to tell myself it's probably just sinus issue with that head stuff! It actually was a bad sinus infection that started all my health anxiety. I try to tell myself a lot of this comes from my anxiety and sometimes not the best sleeping stuff.
I'm trying to make a positive change, I'm going for a lot of walks and having out doors time. I'm going out and meeting friends more. I've been in therapy for awhile about other issues but I'm opening up to her about this. I'm going on a trip to Leeds as well as Amsterdam to meet my boyfriends family for the first time! I'm trying to stay away from googling things. I even have timer for how long I'll leave myself on this website because the more I read posts sometimes the new issues I have Like a read a post earlier about someone saying something about someone having been told they had like sinus issues but instead it turned out to be a far along cancer and it's freaked me of course.
This is such a long post but thank you so much to anyone who reads or gives the time to reply.
---------- Post added at 06:01 ---------- Previous post was at 02:07 ----------
I know it's alot but ever since writing that post I've been laying in bed till 6 am just panicking over everything. Making things feel worse of course and other things being added over that. I tried using some stuff my theapry told me about but sometimes I feel so hopeless.
---------- Post added at 07:54 ---------- Previous post was at 06:01 ----------
So in my desperation to find some answers and get some sleep at last. I ended up finding out apparently I do have lymphoma, as well as a brain tumor and sinus cancer. Also maybe a tumor on my jaw? As well as a number of deadly illness. I'm so disappointed in myself for falling like that.
---------- Post added at 08:43 ---------- Previous post was at 07:54 ----------
Sorry to spam my own thread but I'm trying to decide now if it would be good to try and get a few hours sleep or just get up and try about my day. I feel like my chest and heart is all strange now. It's amazing how one bad night can set you back so far.
---------- Post added at 09:45 ---------- Previous post was at 08:43 ----------
Although my eyes and limbs feel heavy and want sleep. My mind won't stop so I'm going to get out of bed and try to make these as good as possible for the day and not fall to deeply into bad habits again. Sorry I just need to vent this out so I don't have anyone I can really to talk about this anymore. People are long feed up with me
---------- Post added at 10:05 ---------- Previous post was at 09:45 ----------
Please. I know I'm being overwhelming and stuff but 150 people views this and not one reply
---------- Post added at 12:45 ---------- Previous post was at 10:05 ----------
At this stage I know this is just stuipd myself but I'm finding that my temples are both very tender to touch also.