LouiseAndy
14-05-18, 23:12
Common minor illness, anxiety or something to worry about:
Hi!
So bascislly I'm in a bit of a hard place at the moment like so many people on here.
The lump I found at the back of neck is a on a ongoing issue but I'm doing my best not to poke at it. I'm trying my best to believe its just a muscle issue causing so much pain and stiffness. Like if you apply cream to the area to help, it's always more tender in around the area of the lump. Like if you press down on it but it doesn't constantly hurt. I'm hoping this is from me going through periods of poking at it but I haven't so much so it kinda worries me when it hurts sometimes. (I did go to the Doctor just over two weeks ago when I think my collarbone had a lump and she did feel around so I'm guessing if it was anything bad she would have noticed?)
I have this stage like fullness/pressure feeling on the right side of my head. Mainly in the cheek/ear and jaw area. When I poked around there I thought I felt something a bit strange but I quickly put my hand down and tries to remind myself not everything is equal. I've always gotta a rather swore thoart the last few days that's been getting worse but imagine a day when I could just take that as a swore thoart and not something deadly. I have headache that seem like sinus or pressure but surely if it was serious it would be a on going issue like I had it bad for a week went away for awhile might come back again but there is breaks.
I've also been having some stomach issues, it's been rather uneasy and crampy the last few days. In very different areas at different times. Like I vomited a few times on Friday after a long bus ride. I've had breath test/ultrasound/ct scan lately and they all come back clear. A stool sample is still on going. So i know it's nothing to serious but trying to find ways to sooth it isn't always easy.
Bascislly I'm feeling a bit run down, but when you've apparently had 10 different cancers and tumor types and a number of other deadly illness I suppose it will wear you out. I'm doing my best to be positive and not always worrying like one of my new worries is lymphoma but I recently had blood tests that were good? The lump on my neck my Mam doesn't seem to pushed about and surely I have to believe my own Mam would bring me right to the doctor if she was worried that much.
I'm doing my best to be positive! I've been more socail and working out more. The next time I have therapy I'm going to try and move the subject to health anxiety a little more again! Like part of this posts is me trying to use reason to have faith in everything I've had done so far. To not go crying to my doctor at even slight thing. So of course I'm like a lot of people worrying about lymphoma, brain tumor etc but I've manged to stop going to doctor Google which is one win anyway!
Hi!
So bascislly I'm in a bit of a hard place at the moment like so many people on here.
The lump I found at the back of neck is a on a ongoing issue but I'm doing my best not to poke at it. I'm trying my best to believe its just a muscle issue causing so much pain and stiffness. Like if you apply cream to the area to help, it's always more tender in around the area of the lump. Like if you press down on it but it doesn't constantly hurt. I'm hoping this is from me going through periods of poking at it but I haven't so much so it kinda worries me when it hurts sometimes. (I did go to the Doctor just over two weeks ago when I think my collarbone had a lump and she did feel around so I'm guessing if it was anything bad she would have noticed?)
I have this stage like fullness/pressure feeling on the right side of my head. Mainly in the cheek/ear and jaw area. When I poked around there I thought I felt something a bit strange but I quickly put my hand down and tries to remind myself not everything is equal. I've always gotta a rather swore thoart the last few days that's been getting worse but imagine a day when I could just take that as a swore thoart and not something deadly. I have headache that seem like sinus or pressure but surely if it was serious it would be a on going issue like I had it bad for a week went away for awhile might come back again but there is breaks.
I've also been having some stomach issues, it's been rather uneasy and crampy the last few days. In very different areas at different times. Like I vomited a few times on Friday after a long bus ride. I've had breath test/ultrasound/ct scan lately and they all come back clear. A stool sample is still on going. So i know it's nothing to serious but trying to find ways to sooth it isn't always easy.
Bascislly I'm feeling a bit run down, but when you've apparently had 10 different cancers and tumor types and a number of other deadly illness I suppose it will wear you out. I'm doing my best to be positive and not always worrying like one of my new worries is lymphoma but I recently had blood tests that were good? The lump on my neck my Mam doesn't seem to pushed about and surely I have to believe my own Mam would bring me right to the doctor if she was worried that much.
I'm doing my best to be positive! I've been more socail and working out more. The next time I have therapy I'm going to try and move the subject to health anxiety a little more again! Like part of this posts is me trying to use reason to have faith in everything I've had done so far. To not go crying to my doctor at even slight thing. So of course I'm like a lot of people worrying about lymphoma, brain tumor etc but I've manged to stop going to doctor Google which is one win anyway!